Fall Thru

Nine

Will I ever be first?
(I hope)
But I ain't just sitting around can't wait for someone to see my worth
Damn I can't compete with a baby
Is there any room left in your heart for me?

ISIS

"So now that y'all know it's a girl what y'all naming her?" I ask Tajmere. "Yuri."He answers dryly. I nod to keep the tears in. Lord knows this shit is killing me. He pulls me to his chest. "I know it's killing you, but we gonna get through it. Isis I promise. I love you." He says as I cry.

How many times has he lied to you?
How many times you took him back?
How many nights he had you worried?
You don't know where that nigga at..
How many times have you had to play the fool?
Still had to play it cool,
Put that smile up on your face
Even though it hurts
Lord help me I'm hurt
He don't know your worth
And neither do you
Cause if you did you wouldn't stay like you do.
Through all of the lies and all of the cheating he know that you love em
So he know you ain't leaving and when you do you take him back.
That's how it's been for years like that
We need to change the game and make him put respect up on your name
Can I get a witness y'all?
Can I get a witness y'all?
How many ladies back against the wall?
You wanna leave but you sure you'll fall
You gotta go before it's to late
You can't just sit there and just wait
You gotta go before it's to late.
You deserve it yeah..
So let go of love if I ain't right -Ash B, Let Go.

TANANI

I shake my head at my little brother as he tells me all this bullshit that been going on. "I can't believe you having a baby on her fucking dickhead." I say punching him in his chest. "I know she hurting. I gotta talk to her." I say pulling my phone out and texting Isis. "What you gotta talk to her for? I been talking to her." He says. I roll my eyes. "Shut up bitch she don't wanna listen to that bullshit you talking get out." I say opening my front door and pushing him out. Isis should be over soon.

BASH

"I'm good how you?" I ask this bitch that I went to high school with. She was all in my face turning me all the way off, I swear. "I missed you. You start getting money and forget all about me." I shake my head. " I been getting money sweetheart. I forget about a lot of whores, don't take it personal." I say walking away from her and towards my car. Bitches don't have no respect for themselves at all. They know I'm with Nani and just don't give a fuck, And I'll be damned if I do some dumb shit.

"Hey mom." I say hugging my mom and kissing her cheek. I had just came to see her like I did almost everyday. "Hey baby. Where Nani?" She asks. I sigh. My family love them so Nani. "She at home right now." I say sitting at the table with her as she cuts up some vegetables. I pull out about ten thousand out of my pocket. "Here." I say to her sitting it on the table. "Basheer, you don't have to keep giving me money." She says trying to give it back to me. I put it in her lap. "No mom, I love you. If it wasn't for you I wouldn't even be sitting here as of now. Here." I say to her. She smiles and hugs me. "I love you mom. I gotta get outta here though, I'll be back Tomorrow." I say standing up. "Okay love you more son." She says.

Ever since I met Ross and signed the dotted line
I gave my momma ten-thousand at least a thousand times, do the math on it-Meek Mill

"You still home bae?" I spoke into my phone talking to Nani. "No I'm at the store getting my food." She says. "I'll be there waiting when you get back." I say to her pulling off from the red light. "Okay. Where you coming from?" I rub my hand over my waves. "My mom house. She asked about you, being joe." I say chuckling. "Bye you a hater. I'll see you when I get home. Love you." She says. "Love you too." I say then hang up. I can't wait to get to my baby I miss her so much.