Fall Thru

Twenty

TANANI

I'm sitting here in the studio with my boyfriend Issac. "Bae you always playing." He laughs making me laugh too. "Put it away you scaring me. Got me thinking you about to shoot me." I joke referring to his gun. "You know I ain't gone shoot my baby. Come here." He says grabbing my hand and sitting me on his lap.

"I missed you all that time when I was in Dubai." He says kissing my neck over and over. "I missed you too. Lyric asked about you all day everyday." I say making him chuckle.

"That's my baby." He says rubbing my thigh as his two friends walk in. Meek and Ty. "Gahhhh get out with all that boo-loving." Meek says in his thick ass Baltimore accent. I throw my middle finger up at him and lean back on Issac.

"You just mad nobody want your black ass." I joke after he plucks me in my head. "Imma Put my son on one of your little sisters keep playing with me." He says making me laugh. "Whatever ugly ass." I say as they start the session.

I love being here with Issac. I will really sit in the studio with him for hours when I don't have the kids. He don't have a problem with it either. Then on top of that when he's not doing shows or on tour he's at my house with me and the kids. Issac has a son. He always says that he not having no more kids with nobody else if it ain't me he don't want the baby. His ass is definitely sprung.

"Baby can you go over there and get me a water please." He taps my thigh breaking me out of my thoughts. I stand up and go over to the little fridge opening it and getting out a little water. "Here catch it." I say throwing it at him. Of course he didn't hear me over the loud ass music so the water hit him right on the side of his face.

He turns to look at me with a mug on his face. I couldn't help but bust out laughing. I go and sit in the chair that's in front of him. "Why would you throw that water bottle at me?" He asks trying to roll his eyes.

"I said catch it but you didn't hear me." I shrug. "You knew I wouldn't of been able to hear you nigga." He says. "But come over here with me baby, I gotta talk to you real quick." He says standing up making me feel like a midget.

"What you gotta talk to me about?" I ask sitting next to him on this black couch. "So you know shit getting crazy now, like as far as these bitches throwing themselves and pussy at me." He says making me raise my eyebrow. "Continue." I say leaning my hand on my knee.

"You trust me? I love you to death. I changed my ways for you and everything baby. I just wanna make sure you rocking with me no matter what." He explains to me. "I love you more stink. And yes you know I'm rocking. Never gotta question my loyalty." I say. He kisses my lips and wraps his arms around me.

"Now that we got that out of the way. Let's focus on you having my babies." He smirks. "Tuh! I'm not having no more babies for awhile!" I say. "Yeah, you can think that all you want sis." He says making me laugh. "Bitch don't play with me." I say.

BASHEER

I'm sitting here with all four of my kids. Lyric and Bayyon sitting on their phones and talking and laughing and Bahir running around the house with a pamper on and some socks messing with his sisters and Legend laying here on my chest sleep. "Dada." Yiddy says reaching for me. I lay Legend in the bed and pull the cover over him and pick Bahir up. I kiss his cheek. "You tired?" I ask rubbing his back.

He lays his head on my shoulder and closes his eyes. "Stop making all that noise y'all. Y'all see y'all brothers sleeping." I say to both of the girls. They both roll their eyes. "We ain't even that loud." Bayyon says making me look at her and raise her eyebrows. "Right like we wasn't." Lyric agrees with her.

"Say something else smart." I say closing my eyes. "Something else smart." They both say at the same time. "Y'all best bet is to run cause if I get up it's gonna be a big ass problem." I say laughing. Both of them got smart ass mouths just like they ugly ass moms.