I dont want to forget [Jikook]

I'm Grateful

He throw up this evening. In a mere second, the place were full of lilies. Jimin can't stand the scent. He had enough of lily scent.

Back to his room. He saw the younger sleep. He smiled. He really love the younger face. Not just his face. He love his everything. Jungkook is his world. His everything.

Jimin quietly snuck into the younger bed. He want to hug jungkook once more. Jimin cover himself with jungkook blanket. He hug the younger. It feel the younger boy temperature. It warms his cold body.

He like it.

Jungkook suddenly hug jimin. Startled, jimin just stayed quiet. He actually enjoy it.

"Hy-Hyung.. Don't"

Jimin giggled

"What are you dreaming kookie?" Jimin whispered.

Then jimin pat jungkook. He wish it can be like this everyday.But he know, it will not come true. His time left is 64 days.

He cupped jungkook cheeks. Jimin stared at jungkook lips. Can he kiss him for one time? He know he will hurt by doing this.

Still, he want it.

Slowly he pull himself to jungkook mouth, He placed his lips on jungkook. It was his first kiss. He kiss jungkook for a long time. It was his first and it will be his last. Then he broke the kiss. He was so happy. His first kiss is with his first love. In the other side, he scared jungkook will found out. Hence, he snuck out from jungkook bed then stared at the younger.

"Jungkook, thank you for all. Thank you that you always look for me. Thank you always cheer me up. Thank you for the birthday present. Thank you for always by my side.
I thank the God that he have made a beautiful creature, in fact it has a lot meaning to me. You become part of my world. Tbh becoming my world. I also thank to God that make us cross path. In this beautiful life, I fall for you. In this short life i grateful i.. i "

Jimin couldn't stand it. He tears drop one by one. Then tears are streaming from his face. He dropped and hug his knees.

He didnt want to die. He want to live.He want to see jungkook more. He want to take care of jungkook more. Paying him attention more. Giving him his love.

Giving jungkook everything he has.

But its already too late.

Its a punishment for his one sided love.

He will going to die soon. And jungkook will forget him forever. Maybe jungkook will forget that jimin has ever exist.

Maybe jungkook will forget his hyung that really love him.

Jungkook will become someone else. Not his. Although he know that jungkook will never be his.

From all this thought, jimin hurt himself mentally. His heart hurts, like someone pinning him down.

He can't stand that jungkook will become someone else. That much better from him. That will giving jungkook love. The one who jungkook will adore and giving love to. The one who jungkook will give attention to. Who stay with jungkook for the rest of his life. He can't stand that kind of thought.

Why it can't be me?

He threw up petals. A pink lilies that covered by red tint. Blood.

Its not fair.

"I.. I grateful for falling in love with you. Jeon Jungkook."

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