I dont want to forget [Jikook]

Flashback

It was such a short meeting between the two below the cherry blossom. But after that jungkook seem cant throw jimin out of his mind. He keep thinking about how the beautiful the boy is. How soft his hair would be when jungkook pat the older.

Jungkook always hoping that he could meet jimin by chance when he walked to school. When he going out with his friends. Even by chance that Jimin would pass through his house! Hoping a miracle encounter with jimin. Until he joined the bighit audition and met the older. He was to shy to admit that he remember the earring accident. He feel so happy that jimin still remember him!

But its not going so long, until jimin got close with Taehyung. He didnt know what to do about those feelings he keep feel towards Jimin. He thought it was a momentary feeling and cant be described. Maybe it will evaporated within air! So he shrugged off his thoughts.

In the mean of time. It was Jungkook who got close with Jimin. Their always shared their story, Encouraging each other, taking care of each other, so many sleepless night that they spend together. Thinking of this make Jungkook heart swells. His hyung just so cute that he couldn't stand it. He feel butterflies all over his stomach everytime Jimin would give his infamous eyesmile, his giggle, his encouraging words, his yawn, his cries at night. All of them are not just to describe how attractive the older is. Scare of the fact that he like - scratch that. Scare of the fact that he love the older. Jungkook began to avoiding jimin.

In mean of time, Jungkook will play with Taehyung instead of jimin. His shared time story, encouraging each other time, sleepless night was replaced with Taehyung. He satisfied that he could block what his heart want. But deep in his heart, he is lonely. He want Jimin yet he can't.

But these day, Jimin always constantly go to toilet make he worried. What more when he heard Jimin saying something like flower. Yep, he is the one who following Jimin.

He couldn't stand his suspicious toward Jimin, yet he let go that suspicious thought. Once again he let go. And that what make him feel like shit.

Not that he dont know. But he scared. He always found the pink lilies petals that scattered in Jimin bed. Jungkook will pick the petals and stuffed it in his drawer. When Jimin fall asleep Jungkook will start run his hand within Jimin soft hair, staring and mumbling.

"I love you"

Yet he cant say that towards Jimin unless he asleep. He didn't have the courage to say that to Jimin. Afraid of the rejection that he will receive. Because he know, Jimin had hanahaki to someone he didnt know. Because of course, Jungkook would not become the sources of his pain. Because he will love the older painfully, Kept in  deepest part of his heart and locked it.

But that changed since the night when  he dreamed of Jimin kissing him. It felt real and unforgettable. Even when he awake he could feel the warm of the older lips. He could feel the pressure in his lips. Jus-.

He dont know exactly what he feels. Happy. Scared. Confuse. A mix feeling that he couldnt describe. But he could tell that its a beautiful feeling. He could never get enough of that feeling. He love it.

But that dont last for long. Until he got a message from Jimin. It actually got him strucked. Confused. His heart dropped

Message -

My beautiful Jungkookie.

This is your hyung Jimin. How are you doing? Its been a long time since we talk. I know you are avoiding me. But well its my fault. Anyway, Thank you for giving the best moment in my life. You are gradually become my world. My everything, that saving me from this world. But the world is cruel, they took my everything and left me in pieces. Cruel yet beautiful, Behind those all cruel things, There are hidden beauty and that its you. You collect my pieces and make me into one. Thank you for doing that. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you for everything. Thank you for being my bestfriend.

My beautiful and beloved Jungkookie.

Now you can go to the person you love without me restraint you. I loved you Jungkook. And will be always. But there's no point of telling you that now. Im giving up on you. Once again. Thank you for becoming my first love. Im grateful its you. Surely we will met again.

  I love you.
Forever and always, Park Jimin.

In instant Jungkook world is crashing. He on his knees crying out loud. His hyung is giving uo on him. And he still loving him as the first day they met. He started to shouting. Regret over things that cant be done. What could he do anyway? He too late to realize his mistakes. Too late to make things happen again.

Or not?

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