Pact » Namjin

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Namjoon didn't want to come back to Paris. He had no reason to stay there any longer. But maybe there was a last bit of hope left. He wanted to fight for his love. He never loved anyone else, not in high school and not in his first years as a music producer. He never fotgot anything about their past, he always carried an old pass photo of Seokjin in his phonecase which he got back in 8th grade. He sighed when he stepped inside his bathroom, collecting the towels from the ground. He didnt really want to pack out his clothes again. He should just pack the rest of his things. But he didn't want to. Jin was coming back in four days, five hours and twenty minutes. Not that he was counting.

Until the model would be back, Namjoon had to think about other things. The kiss he saw made him sad and upset. But what should he have done against it? It was a hopeless situation. He decided on visiting Hoseok and Yoongi in the hospital this afternoon, he didn't see them in like forever. Until that was a few time left, so Namjoon cleaned up his appartment. He finished before it was even luch time. That was depressing. But he had another thing to do, which was exactly just sitting on his bed. He stared at the wall and twisted a small black box in his hands.

"Woah Namjoon, nice to see you again after like five centuries.", Yoongi said and smiled at his friend who just entered the room and had to deal with a hugging Hoseok immediately before was able to say hello to his half dead looking friend. It was shocking to see him like that, even more pale than normally, extreme eye bags and a weak smile on his nearly colorless lips. His brown eyes looked so faded, he probably won't made it much longer. Namjoon felt bad, even worse for Hoseok. How would he feel if Jin was going to die? He couldn't imagine. His visit didn't last long since Yoongi needed rest. He was on his way out when Yoongi called him back with a weak voice.

"Do it Namjoon.", he whispered and gave him a last smile before he closed his heavy eyelids and Hoseok waved Namjoon good bye. He kept Yoongis words in his head. He rally had to it, he was encouraged enough now. Everything was going to get perfect, wasn't it?