The Little Blonde Girl

The Devil Inside

(A/N: I just keep adding on. I think this will be a never ending story xD. Well I hope y'all are actually enjoying it and not wanting to rip my head off. And again this story is complete fiction)

The little brunette girl found her purpose and she plans to make everyone happy even if that means to put aside her own happiness and love.

But the voices inside her head are still there saying that the only way she would be happy was to grab that razor blade and cut a little bit deeper.

They tell her that she's nothing, ugly, worthless, a bitch, stupid, fat, heartless, forever alone, and nothing to anyone.

They tell her that she can't make anyone happy by lying to them and saying that she loves them when she truly doesn't.

She argues back saying that she can make herself love the little blonde boy and everything will be okay. The voices just laugh at her and say back: he doesn't want someone as broken as you. He already has a much better girlfriend who actually has feelings for him. Why would you say something to make them break up and hurt more than just one person? That just proves you are a worthless bitch. A slut that wants whatever she can not have.

She screamed trying to make the voices go away but they kept telling her to grab the razor blade. She did as they told and slid it slowly across her wrist.

All the pain slowly left. She didn't feel bad anymore. Actually she didn't feel anything. She just smiled and went to sleep. In the morning all the pain came back and started to claw at the back of her head. She slid her little friend across her wrist again and the pain stopped.

The Devil inside just laughed and kept telling her that she could feel better as long as she faked everything and kept her little friend with her at all times.

Would the little blonde boy be mad at her if he saw the cuts?

Should the little brunette girl care?

She starts to cry again cause once again she hurt him.

But it feels so good to feel her little friend nip lovingly at her wrist.

She doesn't cut her wrist for attention but everywhere else she's cut it doesn't feel as good.

She doesn't want to be here anymore. She wished that her mother would let we go back to Florida but no she has to stay here.

Now the Devil inside is in control so does that mean once again the little blonde girl changed?

Will she ever be able to resurface or will she be gone forever?