The Little Blonde Girl

The Past Is Gone

(A/N: every time I write one of these chapters I make myself cry and I wonder why the hell am I writing these lol. Well I hope you enjoy this and if you are please feel feel to message or comment to give me more ideas to write about with the little blonde girl. The other cute boy( aka the little blonde boy), the tall boy, or the little brunette girl. I'm also wondering if I should let the little blonde girl start to come to come back out of the little brunette girl. Vote, Comment, Fan)

Her eyes are now dark green as she stares blankly at the ceiling.

Her father still hasn't talked to her since 3 days before her birthday.

She felt so alone.

The little brunette girl wish she could take back everything but she's too late. Now the devil in her has taken over.

She wanted to look at the little blonde boy and scream for help but she couldn't.

It was not his job to babysit her or be her protector.

Why couldn't she be the little blonde girl who was strong inside and out? But instead she is the little brunette girl that is strong outside but inside she is a terrible wreck.

Her best friend said she was physically and emotionally strong but she does not believe it.

She started to think of who made her more happier the tall boy or the little blonde boy.

She knew the little blonde boy would hold her when she would cry, he would kiss her pain away, he would make her smile and laugh, and he would never try to hurt her again.

The tall boy on the other hand she didn't know why she was attracted to him. He didn't seem to care if she cried or not, he didn't seem to care if she was in pain, he didn't seem to care if he hurt her or not. Why did she like him in the first place? She didn't know.

But her heart belonged to him and she wanted to rip our her heart and tear it up into tiny pieces so she wouldn't feel like that towards him but there are those days he wraps his arms around her shoulder or he holds we when she's cold. That's why she likes him.

But she felt horrible for the little blonde boy. Is he mad at her for loving the tall boy and not him. She knows he is upset with this choice but does he get mad at the tall boy cause the little brunette loves the tall boy and not him?

She wants to tell the little blonde boy how terribly sorry she is. Ever since she read his story she has cried her eyes out every night. She hasn't gotten more than 3 hours of sleep if that.

She doesn't deserve to sleep, to smile, to laugh, or to even be alive.

She hurts everyone she comes in contact with. She needs to distance herself from everyone and everything except for her little friend who has been there through every tear and every break down.

She wants to change everything she has fucked up but. . . . .

The Past Is Gone