The Little Blonde Girl

Be Strong

She keeps whispering those words over and over to herself in her head.
She need to be strong no matter what happens to her.
She needs to be there for her best friend and be that strong girl that can do anything.
Her heart breaks every time she sees her friends worry about her. This week she will smile and not tell them how fucked up she is.
They do not need to hear her worthless story anymore. She needs to stop writing her life story and live up to her expectations that her friends have her.
They expect her to e the one holding them when they cry, they expect her to make them smile, they expect her to make them laugh, they expect her to be the physically and emotionally strong one.
So that is exactly what she will be. She will put her feelings on the back burner so she can make everyone else happy and her self pity will be done.
She'll make the tall boy happy by leaving him alone.
She'll make the little blonde boy happy by being there for him and letting him use me as he wants.
She'll be strong for her best friend and smile and comfort her when she's upset

She will give up on herself and for everyone else she will. . . . . . . . .
Be Strong