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I'm sorry that i've been gone for sooooo long. It was holidays for me and there was just a lot of things I had to do, people to see and all that jazz. Also a MASSIVE thank you for 2K views!! Seriously, I never would have thought that it would be possible!
So this is actually a sequel to one of the earlier on shots I have already done which was "...Goodbye...". Since I made myself cry while writing it, I decided to make the ending a bit more happy.
Its been a few weeks since my suicide and I have never felt more comforted but yet so alone in my life...well afterlife. The after life isn't too bad. Its quite pretty actually.
The area is covered in tall golden grass fields and clear blue skies. When I first woke up here, The first thing I did was tried to find someone, but I soon realised that the plains were endless and no one was around, I felt more alone than ever before, until I heard something.
A voice, saying my name in the distance. I followed and I thought death was teasing me, but sure enough, she was there. I held her as she held me. My mother was holding me for the first time in a 10 years. We held each other in the field of grass for what felt like an eternity. After god knows how long, we pulled away. She asked me what I was doing here and I told her how I died. She started to cry and hold me tighter, tolded me that I had so much to live for, but I told that there wasn't anything I had that would have wanted me to stay. I then told her how she is here and why am I able to see her after death. She told me that when you die, you come here and you see the people that mean the world to you and wish you got to spend more time with them, but they must be dead. At first I was confused as to why my dad wasn't here, but then I realised that he was one of the last people that I wanted to see in my afterlife.
After that long conversation with my mother she asked if my death was painful and pointed to my chest. I looked down and there was a stain in my clothes, and underneath was the stab wound. So my death was on display in the afterlife, lovely.
We talked for a long time until she said that she ad to go. I was confused as to what she meant, but she said that she had other people to see and be with and that you only get a certain amount of time with someone, unless they were a soulmate, she said "Even after death, you will still be with the one who you were meant to be with. Not even death could tear you away" After that she disappeared, leaving me alone in the fields of gold.
