Ugh. My life story

Mixed emotions

Today started out great. I got ready to go to the fair with some of my friends. I ate lunch at one of their houses, and one of my friends older sister's friend came. Her younger sister was there too, just to drop her older sister off, giving guilty smiles at me. She was the one who told Braxtin about my crush on him, but the story was different on the tellers side.
So at a challenge A meeting or whatever, some random girls were asking if he had a crush. "You know her" he said so she stepped in and said "Do you love Rebekah? Cause Rebekah loves you." Then what he said afterward made me wanna cry my eyes out. "Ew gross"
The whole ride to the fair I was having a emotional battle in my mind. But the fair was AWESOME. Until I saw something. I saw a boy, about my height, with messy dirty blonde hair, and a pair of very country jeans. Then I got a glimpse of his face. Very familiar.              Then I realized it. That was him. That was Braxtin
    We walked pass and I told my friends "I think I just saw Braxtin" But they said it was probably not him and I was hallucinating. But the line for the ride we wanted to go on was really long, so we headed back the way we came.
  The boy I saw earlier, was now at a fair game, a basketball one. Through the netting I saw his face and it was Braxtin. Then I showed my friends, and they were like "Oh. You weren't hallucinating."
  We walked up to him and said hi. I told him I wanted to go on the zipper, but at the time none of my group wanted too. He said he was in the long line and was almost on the zipper, but he got dehydrated.
  I wish I would of said more to him. I saw him a few more times but only cause we passed him or he asked us if we saw his older sister.
Up til now I don't know which path is right. It didn't help when my parents teased me about him. I didn't want them to know anything, so I didn't speak about what happened. But, they don't understand.
  I'm glad I got to see him, yet annoyed and sad. The question is, What do I do from here?