She held on like how others told her to,
She smiled like how others told her to,
She did everything that she could to keep everyone around her smiling happily,
Just like how she keeps smiling through all her pain.Thing is that,
They're smiling to show that they're genuinely happy because she had their back.But,
She's smiling to mask her endless train of pain,
Only because she knows that nobody is obliged to have her back just like she had theirs.She tells everybody that things are going to be okay,
Yet she fails to tell herself the same,
She lets her shoulders soak from their tears,
While she soaks her favourite pillow with her tears.While others rant to her about their pain,
She smiles because she's grateful that they have somebody that she doesn't.She kept smiling through her pain,
Even when she couldn't cure herself,
She cured others.Sadness wasn't foreign to her,
But, she made sure it was foreign to the people around her,
And thus she continues to cure others,
Even while she's hurting.