I'm Agatha, I'm 15, and already the queen of Camelot.
Little girl terrified
the thing is, I'm not fit to be a queen, and I feel invisible, no one cares about the queen, just the king.
She'd leave her room if only bruises would heal
A home is no place to hide
when I'm alone in me and Tedros' room I cry
Her heart is breaking from the pain that she feels
Every day's the same She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray She wonders why, does anyone ever hear her when she cries
my birthday is today, no one, not even Sophie or Tedros remembered
Today she's turning sixteen
Everyone singing, but she can't seem to smile They never get past arms length How could they act like everything is alright?
I've thought of suicide, but don't do it, I just cry
She's pulling down her long sleeves
To cover all the memories that scars leave She says, "maybe making me bleed Will be the answer that could wash the slate clean"
I thought I was alone, the door handle creaks and I fling back to make it look like I'm asleep.
Every day's the same
She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray She wonders why, does anyone ever hear her when she cries
Tedros comes in, notices I'm asleep and comes over, kisses my forehead, and whispers, "happy birthday princess. A rebel tear falls down my cheek, I hope he doesn't notice, but he does, "Agatha, I know you're awake, now, why were you crying."
This is the dark before the dawn
The storm before the peace Don't be afraid 'cause seasons change and God is watching over you He hears you
I explain myself without leaving anything out. "Why didn't you tell me you felt like this, I could have helped you," he says while starting to tear up, "I-I-I..." I start to say but can't finish because I'm crying. he brings me to his chest and whispers in my ear, "I love you, you are all I need and want, we'll get through this together." we kiss.
Every day's the same
She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray She'll be just fine, cause now he hears her when she cries
Every day's the same She fights to find her way She hurts, she breaks, she hides, and tries to pray She'll be just fine, cause now I know he hears her when she cries She'll be just fine, cause now I know he hears her when she cries
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the end! this was my first songfic, comment if it was good or not, ill have another book coming out soon called twilight truth or dare w/ OC, so be on the lookout for that
