Taylor's pov
"Shawn take the baby"I yelled from my daughter's nursery.Shawn was playing with our 4 year old son.Aiden Cameron Caniff-Mendes.
"Hey hey don't cry"Shawn said wipping my tears."It's my fault and I can barely take care of her"I said meaning My Daughter's special need.My Daughter is Autistic and has Cerebral palsy ,she can get a bit out of hand even if she's just four months old.
I know most babies don't like getting their diaper's change but she screams at the top of her lungs,kicking her feet.Shawn calms her down just by singing to her.My daughter is my life,but it wasn't all ways this way.I would have never have fallen in love with Shawn if it weren't having my son Aiden.
It start about 5 years ago.
When I told Shawn about the baby,Baby Aiden of course.
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5 YEARS AGO
"What are you going to tell Shawn"Cameron asked as we were walking to Cam's house."I'll tell him the truth"I said walking inside."So your moving to the UK because you want to raise goats"Cameron asked."Yeah that should do it"I said.
"When you mean the truth you should tell him the truth.He will be so happy to have a baby."Cameron said."Yeah,but it's a baby Cameron not a new pair of shoes"I said."You might not have a problem with it,but I do"I added.
"He -"I cut Cameron off."HE I don't know if it's a boy yet"I said."It could be a girl"I added."See you get affended if I call the baby a boy if it could be a girl"Cameron said."Well he/she could be a boy"I said.
"Or girl"Cameron said.
"It's going to be hard"I said."I'll Call Nash and Hayes"Cameron said."Thank you"I said.
When Nash and Hayes came they helped me make dinner,which was kind of hard since we nearly cooked everything wrong.
"Help me set up"I said."You can do that on your own"Nash said."I'm pregnant"I said."Okay fine''Nash said.
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Present
"Sh It's okay"Shawn Soothed Carly."It's okay"Shawn said picked her up placing her own his shoulder."Shawn want to go watch a movie"I said picking up Aiden.
"Okay,but let me give the miss her bottle"Shawn said walking down stairs with Carly in his arms.
"Come on Aiden"I said picking him."Bubba,Can we watch Despicable Me"Aiden asked as I carried him down stairs."Yes,as soon as Daddy finishes giving Carly her Bottle"I said getting the movie.
Aiden calls me Bubba because I'm not really a Mom,but I didn't want to take the title of Daddy away from Shawn.
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5 Years ago
"Shawn"I said mixing my food around."Taylor,what do you have to tell me?You made dinner for me for a reason didn't you?"Shawn said eating the chicken.
"Shawn I'm pregnant,about 2 months"I said."Taylor I know this isn't going to be easy,but please whatever you do don't get an abortion.If you don't want it I'll take care of the baby by myself and I could get a job and-"I cut Shawn off.
"I thought you wouldn't want the baby,I guess I was wrong"I said looking down about to clean up the plates."Don't let me"Shawn said as I sat down again.
"So there's defiantly a baby in there"Shawn said."Yeah,Unprotected sex can do that sometimes"I said."Um-Ah I know there's not a really a bump or anything,but um can I-ah feel the baby"Shawn asked sweetly and shyly.
"Sure"I said moving my hands from around my waist."She's gonna be moving in three months"Shawn said."SHE?"I questioned."It could be a girl"Shawn said."It could be a boy"I said putting my hand over Shawns."We just have to wait and see"Shawn said.
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"She's asleep"Shawn said as Carly was on his chest sleeping as peacefully as possibly."Like Brother Like Sister"I said looking down at Aiden who was fast asleep.
Shawn kissed my lips lightly."Thank you"I said to him."For taking care of her today,I usually can I just don't know what happened"I said kissing Carly's forehead."We all have those days"Shawn said."Bubba"Aiden said as his hair was all messed up and he was drueling a bit.
"What's up"I said."I Hungry"He said as I picked him up."Shawn I really don't feel like cooking tonight do you wanna order a pizza"I asked in my sweats."Sure"Shawn said adjusting Carly on his chest.
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5 years ago
"Shawn"I said on his chest."Yeah"Shawn said looking down at me."What are we going to tell our parents"I asked looking up at him.
''We tell them the truth"Shawn said."What if they don't want to hear the truth"I said."Well they're gonna have too"Shawn said."My dad will freak"I said.
"I don't know how my parents will react"Shawn said."They're not going to react as mine will"I told him."Why not?"Shawn asked."Because my parents will kick my ass if i'm being polite"I said."Well My parents wouldn't be as pissed as yours maybe they will get pissed or something"Shawn said.
"I just want this baby to have the best chance of life he/she got"I said as I nuzzled my head into the crock of Shawn's.
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"Shawn am I gaining weight"I asked."No and if you are it's probably just baby weight from when Carly was born"Shawn said."What baby weight,she is extremely tiny"I said.
"But Clayton wasn't"Shawn said."He wasn't a small baby was he?"I said about to cry."He was so amazing when he was born"Shawn said.Clayton lived for a week and he died of complications of prematurity.
"He's in heaven now it's okay"Shawn said holding me.I remember when the twins were born.Clayton wasn't crying when he was born the doctors knew they need Carly to get out so they quickly got Carly out through a C-section along with Clayton who was already out and not breathing.After the C-section I got an infection from when they stiched me up.I couldn't see Carly or Calyton in the NICU I was doing everything to sit up.I was rushing to get better and I was told it takes time.Shawn proposed to me a few days before and I was getting frustrate everyone saw the baby,but me.The doctors were sneaky,while I was in my bed I was crying and depressed.They put me on a portable repository system and I saw my children open their little eyes eyes in the window.I saw him look at me.
It was the worse feeling in the world,to see my babies lying there sick and dying.Clayton died a few days later.
Five weaks later I was pushing to get better.I remember practing with a small yoga ball and struggling so much.I couldn't walk very well and I told the nurse 'I want to walk down the isle,I want to hold my baby everyone can hold her,Shawn has held her and I can't do that'
I pushed my self to much though I walked 4 laps a day with a nurse,Nash and Cameron on the bed.But one day I collapsed and my baby needed serious surgery.
I told Shawn to be with her though and I was rushed to surgery.We both were much healthier and we got to go home.
~First Chapter
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