My Love & My Mate

Full Moon

Mika's POV

A Week After the Twin's Birth

The full moon is in three days' time and my heat has finally lifted, but with the full moon so close Andy and Dex are having a hard time, then again all the mated male wolves are. I myself am starting to feel the effects of the full moon and to say I am scared is an understatement. I know once the full moon hits Andy and I will not be able to stay away from each other. Although I really want to be intimate with Andy, I just fear that I will conceive again not that I would mind, I completely healed now, but the twins are still so young. I want to wait until they are at least six maybe 7 months old before we try again but then again I also want them to be old enough to understand what is going on. This is why I have my cousin Liz coming over to help me. I need someone to help get through this she the second oldest of them all so she could help me a little more.

"Mika I'm here where are you," Liz called from downstairs.

"Up here in the nursery Liz," I replied.

I soon heard footsteps coming up the staircase so I went back to doing what I was doing, which was, get the boy's things organized and put up where they belong. She soon comes in and starts helping get things put away, when she asks the question I do not want to hear.

"So what's wrong" she asks folding some of the baby blankets and puts them in the chest by the door.

"I'm scared that when the full moon hit in 3 days' time I won't be able to hold back and I would conceive again don't get me wrong I want more kids just not right now the babies are stills so young. I just fear that if I do that things happen the way they're supposed to I'll conceive and it will put more stress on Andy then there already is," I said looking at the onesie I had in my hand.

"Well then talk to doc she can help with the pregnancy thing I mean she helped me. Look Mika I understand where you are coming from but there really isn't anything you need to worry about. Talk to doc about birth control and see if there is anything, she can do that way you and Andy can be as intimate as you both want, but after a year, it wears off. Seriously thought talk to Andy about it first. See what he says and then go with that, I was in your shoes two weeks ago and I talked to Ryan and we agreed that right now three babies was enough for now and that waiting a year maybe our best choice," Liz said as she moved on to setting up the mobile on the crib.

"I guess your right and thank you Liz you're the best," I said giving her a hug.

"No problem and hey you might be surprised, Andy might already have this all planned out talk to him see what he has to say and then go from there, it's all about commutation, Mika trust me," Liz said hugging me back.

Liz soon left and I finished getting everything in the nursery together when I felt arms wrap around me. I knew from the scent that it was Andy so I leaned back into his arms, while he placed his head in the crook of my neck.

"Hey baby how was your day," Andy asked.

"It was good," I replied.

"Good there's something I want us to talk about how about we go down stairs I'll get you a glass of wine and we'll talk ok," he said.

I nodded and followed him but not before checking on the boys in our room. Once we were downstairs, Andy had me sit down while he made me my glass of wine. He then came back into the room and gave me my glass, and then sat down so my feet were in his lap.

"So what did you want to talk about babe," I asked.

"Well I know how you want to wait on having more pups right now, and that with the full moon right around the corner you'll be able to conceive a lot easier due to the fact that the full moon makes the female or omega male that's mated go into heat. Yes, I know you already where in heat but this time you will be in the breeding heat. Meaning your need for me will increase but it the heat will not be satisfied if I use a condom because your body will be craving my seed. Therefore, I went to doc and ask if she had anything that would help us keep you from getting pregnant. She said she had an advanced form of birth control that would help. Your genetic make-up would reject the normal form due to the fact that you're a male so there for it's different than that of a female," Andy said looking up at me.