❝who have you become agust?❞
❝someone i always feared mochi❞
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childhood friends and concealed feelings smashed into the jar of lies
what would have happened if they just talked in that moment?
why did they have to hurt in order to not get hurt?
an...
agust carried sleepy jimin in his arms as he closed the gas station and walked to his car
they have been working from 3 am to fucking 3 pm
agust was so exhausted, honestly, he didn't give a shit about seokjin because he was a cold-hearted person
but when it came to jimin and making this boy smile agust was ready to flip the mountains
agust was attached to the boy, there was no doubt in it. but if it was only friendly love or real affection stayed secret
as agust drove home to put jimin to sleep for a short nap he kept thinking about these things
i am so young, how can i know what love really is? besides, this is reality, not everyone is gay this isn't some kind of a romance novel this is life and it's complicated
"jiminie... i don't know what's happening to me but i promise i won't, ever, let you see the real me"
here was a thing, agust wasn't the real himself in font of jimin... if only jimin had known
agust knew what was wrong with him and he knew what kind of reaction he'll get if his little mochi found out about it
so, he tried to keep it a secret, tried to suppress it, only his twin brothers knew about it and they never talked about it because of agust
his parents were demanding, they wanted more than agust could offer them and they were persistent, religious freaks
if they found out that agust is doubting his sexuality they would probably sacrifice his flesh to god and summon satan or some shit
agust laughed bitterly at that and shook his head
the feeling of wanting jimin was very weak at the moment and agust decided to never think about it so this feeling won't become stronger
so, as he drove he kept looking at the road, not even once glancing at jimin, he forced his baby feelings back into the hole and closed the lid
if he just wouldn't think about it these, presumable, feelings won't become something big
but once again life likes to bite your back and surprise you doesn't it?
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me 24/7, especially now that school has started. fml
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