{UNFINISHED} In Love With My Ex's Big Brother (Shadamy)

Chapter Seven: Satisfied

[Before She Got The Letter From Her Friends]

"You don't seem to understand..." 

"What do I not understand?"

"Why I really love him..."

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"Huh?!" I sat up surprised, I looked down to my hands... What was that? I was confused at first, but I don't understand why I had such a weird dream, that girl looked just like me... But it was like she wasn't.

"Amy, are you up?" I looked over seeing Shadow walk in, he was holding a plate, "...Oh you are up! You should have said something, I made breakfast here." He walked over putting the plate on the desk beside me, he sat down on the edge of the bed and leaned over kissing my cheek, it was gentle... Sonic was sorta rougher, cause he always rushed to leave. "I got to go to work, so I'll be gone for awhile, I'll be back okay?" He said feeling my hair, "...Okay." I said staring at my hands, he walked away exiting my room. I'm alone again.

Alone.

It's quiet, it's rather calming, I wonder why I feared it before... Maybe it's because I know that someone's coming back, someone's... Going to be here. I was scared before cause I knew no one would be here, no one going to greet me, no one is... No one.

But he came. He stayed... Wait, what about... What Sonic said? Is he still trying to, I pulled my knees up so I could hide my face, I'm scared, what if he's trying to hurt me? What if he's with someone else right now and lied about work so... My breathing became heavy, I'm scared... I'm scared, please, please... Don't hurt me... Please...

"Amy!" I looked up seeing Shadow, he was breathing heavily, "I'm here!" He ran over to me, it's like he always knows... He pulled me into his arms and held me tightly, "Rouge told me! Rouge told what happened! I'm nothing like Sonic! I'll never be like the faker! Amy, I truly love you." I want to believe it, but I'm scared... I'm scared.

"...Amy, my rose, I love you, I've always loved you... Even when you dated my brother... I gave him the roses you want, your favorite chocolates and even used allot... ALLOT, of money for that plushy over there," I looked over seeing the one Sonic gave me for my birthday, it's a huge hedgehog it's really fluffy... "I got you half of those outfits, and-"

"Shut up..." I said sighing, now this is sounding like a drama movie... But Sonic never knew the things I liked cause.

"I was always with you." I realized what I said and I quickly covered my face. "I've always tried to satisfy you, with everything you liked. But... In the end it went to waste." He said giving me a smile, "but if you, really don't want me in your life. I'll go." He said pulling away, "I left stuff downstairs for you, go check them out whenever you ready." Some reason the words didn't come out of my mouth, I wanted to say something, I wanted... I don't know! He was already gone... 

I curled up in a ball, geez! What am I going to do? I've always had someone there, I never had no one there, Cream left me so she could work with her mom, at the bakery, so their always on the move, Cosmo has been helping Tails with his building and all that stuff, Rouge has her own companies! And she's always on TV. Knuckles is a boxer always moving around but he always comes back to see his Rouge. Everyone is so busy... It's rare to actually see them, but Sonic... He doesn't work, he's always out and going about... That's why it was worth while, but I never actually thought of asking him, how he could gotten all this stuff for me, how... He could afford it. Shadow works, he works for Rouge now, he also works with someone else, that he never told me about, he told me... It's secret. I wished.