First Love Part 1
If I had one more chance
One last phone call
One last dance
I would tell you I loved you
I would whisper it softly
And watch you shiver under my touch
The pleasure would be phenomenal
But I already used that chance
Now it's gone and I can't bear it
I loved you
And I still do
I know we're young
And amazingly juvenile
But I know what I feel Is real
I miss you
I love you
I want you back
Please understand I love you and I can't live without you
But since you're gone I can't do anything
So go on with your life
And forget me
Because the memory will only slow you down
First Love Part 2
I'm twenty five now
I've fallen in love with a new man
And I'm bearing his child
But I still think of you
All of my children have moved out
Now I live in an empty house
My husband died a few years ago
You still cross my mind from now and then
I lay here
On my death bed
I've lived my life
Long and hard
Now it's time
For me to leave
This earth
And let whatever happen to my body and soul
Oddly enough the last thing that I see before I pass
Isn't my children
Nor is it my husband
But I see you
The boy that I cared for so very much
I see the two of us
And we're sitting in the school yard
Laughing and paling around at our place by the bridge
Then I saw us
When we had our first kiss
Under the large willow
We were at camp with our classmates
Our lips met
And it was magic
And it was our last goodbye
Forever
Then the white light flashed before my eyes and I was in a different place
I sat on a front porch
Surrounded by our children
I'm cradling an adorable blonde boy
You sit next to me and smile
You whisper in my ear
So softly it makes my heart flutter
This would have been our life
If I had stayed
