Growing Pains | VxBTS

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CHAPTER 3

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taehyung awoke to find a dump towel on top of his forehead. the towel was still warm so that meant whoever put it on him just left recently.

the honey coloured hair boy lifted himself from the bed into a sitting position, hissing when he failed to do so because of the needle-like pain on his stomach. it was so intense that taehyung had to drop down on the bed again with teary eyes. even after sleeping, he'd just got worse!

after a few minutes of laboured breath, taehyung cleared his foggy sight and view the room, finding it totally empty. there were most likely hobi hyung or jiminie that put the towel on him, after all they were roommates.

it was weird when hoseok's bed was still as neat as the last time taehyung saw last night. taehyung always slept on the bottom bunk with jimin on top and hoseok on the single bed next to taehyung and jimin's  shared bed. if hoseok or jimin were here to place him the towel they must have sat on the bed but there wasn't even any wrinkles on it, as expected from a clean freak like its owner—hoseok.

taehyung braced himself to stand. his stomach was still painfully crushing his inside but now his throat was dying as well, both were so conscious to make him suffer. he needed water and pain killers, and maybe a few sleeping pills if the dosage of the pain killer wasn't successful to doze him off to sleep again.

standing was fucking hard, sweats already bathed the whole of taehyung's weak body and breathing was just another case to be taken care of. let alone his killing headache.

taehyung walked over to the mirror. a small gasp was heard from his opened mouth. his soft milky tanned skin now looked deathly pale, his fluffy honey coloured hair fell right on top of his head. his rich brown orbs looked dull and boring, staring back at him. they were puffy and red with tear stains stricken down his cheeks because of the amount of crying he did before. his lips were so pale, almost blue and trembling.

taehyung felt disgusted.

he always thought he was the ugliest member in bangtan boys but now he was sure as hell that he was the ugliest person in the whole world. it looked as if his eyes, nose, mouth, hair, and everything in his face was placed in the wrong place like a very horrible combination. he hated his reddish big nose, plump lips, big doe eyes, and big ears. he looked stupid. he despised them all.

he didn't even dare to think how the other members and his managers felt when they had to see taehyung's face everyday or the hwarang hyungs that had to put up acting with someone as ugly as him. his parents and siblings already hated him and it was just another solid proof why people couldn't put up with him. suddenly taehyung felt shiver running down his spine. he felt bad with the stylish noona's that had to work so hard to polish his ugly face into something that at least good enough to buy people's attention.