Plastic Beach

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Plastic Beach is a great album, ain't it? Funny thing is, no matter how popular it may be, there is a big secret that I've had for quite a long time. Many people don't think much about my singing in the album, other than it is really good, really bad, or both. The truth is, I couldn't sing On Melancholy Hill, Broken, To Binge or Empire Ants without thinking of someone that I have known for over a decade. That "someone" is no other than Noodle. Every time I sang one of those songs, I would think about her and pretend to sing for her.

When we first lost her in the El Mañana video I was shocked. I felt like I had lost an important part of me. Noodle was like the little sister I never had at the time. Although I was sad about the incident, I didn't want to seem like a cry baby in front of ol' Murdoc or even Russel.

I felt a bit better after Murdoc built Cyborg Noodle from DNA scraps from the site, yet I knew I had to come to terms with the fact that it wasn't the real Noodle that I know. When the real Noodle came back with a giant Russel, I realized that I had stronger feelings for her. She has become a beautiful woman after four long years and I have fallen in love with her. Not as a sister, but as something more. Ever since then I have been keeping it inside of me since I don't want to ruin our relationship as best friends. I didn't have these feelings before; now I just fear them.

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