The big bad hybrid and the even worst soulless mate

Chapter 4

"What happened ?" She asked as she pulled away from him " you were attacked my love " he answered and flushed off the previous night come in her mind , but before she could asked what happened to George the door of the room burst open and the rest of the siblings appeared " thank god you're awake " Rebekah said in relief as she hugged Katerina to tight for her likening"Rebekah..... I ... Can't.... Breath " she was released immediately " I'm so sorry i was just so worried " Rebekah apologized " we all were little one " Elijah said " yes we were my sweet " Fin agreed in all of there faces you could see relief but also worry anger and in some way disappointment for them selfs especially Kol he neither spoke or looked at her and the emotion of anger was the strongest emotion written on his face there he stood in the corner of the room having an metal battle with him self of blame and disappointment , but it seems like only Katerina saw it she stood from the bed ignoring Fins bleeds to go back and rest and stood right in front of Kol right on time when a single tear full of anger no sadness or worry but pure anger run down his cheek as he didn't acknowledged Katerina still lost in his mind " Kol" she received no answer but Kol shutting his eyes "Kol please look at me " still no movement she moved closer touching his cheek " Kol look at me , I'm fine I'm right here unharmed " Now she did it she got his attention , Kol opened his eyes and ever so slowly hugged Katerina as if he moved faster she would disappear " don't worry me like that again , please" Katerina just hugged him tighter to make sure he felt her " well you will not be getting rid of me that easily you're stuck with me " and its all what Kol needed to come back to his old self " I don't know if I should be happy or ran like a mad man " he joked Katerina pulled back and bunched his chest teasingly making all the Mikaelson laugh but Katerina's smile fell first and the others followed " whats wrong my love " Niklaus asked worried approaching his soulmate (note that Klaus and Katerina don't have a full relationship they just love each other and are like a couple but have not yet kissed or did any farther since Klaus did not want to rash Katerina until she turned 18 ) " we all need to talk about a matter that troubles me , but i would like to bath and change to something more comfortable first if you wouldn't mind to wait for me in the living room please " she asked kindly " yes of course little one " and so they did.
In about half an hour later she entered the living room taking there attention " good every one is here "  she birthed out trying to get the courage to speak " of course we are , we will always be here for you my little one " Fin ensure her " i know Fin, i know..... But i think that all of you have not yet realize that unlike you I'm human , or you just don't want to see it just yet , am 18 know i get to choose my destiny, I want to be with you ,my family and love for ever " looking at Niklaus , she haven't called him like that  before , he looked at her surprise " yes my love i know you are my soulmate i've know for a while now , I couldn't explain how i loved. Every one of you  every day even more but you i loved at first sight differently than the others , so I went through Elijah studies and I found out " every one stood speechless " I want you to turn me " she finished . Silence took over the room until A faint whisper come from Fin "No..."  then he stood  holding his head "no you-you can not ask me such a thing  , I won't do it i refuse to but you in such misery, to make you like me a-a" "A what Fin huh a monster thats what were you about to call your self " looking straight in his eyes , her eyes watery and red " because i can ensure you my dearest friend in my eyes you were never such a thing , you were a friend , a protector,a father but never ,Never a monster none of you " she was now holding his cheeks " are you listening to me " now tears running down on both of their cheeks , Fin nods " still i can not do it little one not to you never to you "he said kissing the Palm of her hands " i could never ask any of you such a thing the only thing i ask is give me your blood and i will do it on my own "  she said but a painful laugh coming from Kol that silence everyones protest " ahahaha , .........are you really asking  us to turn you ?......into this......to a bloodthirsty monster, ruled by his thirst , please tell me that this is but a nightmare i beg you " he shut his eyes trying to contain his angry tears " No Kol this is what i want "now  Kol was right in front of her showing her what she wanted to become a red eyed monster " THIS !! THIS IS WHAT YOU WANT TO BECOME"  tears running down his vampire eyes " Kol stop it " Rebekah was about to interfere but what Katerina did silenced them once again, she was unfazed she reached her hand and touched Kol's cheek " should this make me fear you , because it doesn't ..it never did , you might see a monster but all i see is my beautiful Kol my friend,my brother " tears were running down their cheeks uncontrollably, she leaned in and hugged him tightly " I don't care what the price is , as long as i have you always and forever , and lets face it you were always  training me for this i  you taught me how to fight how to shout an arrow you made me a warrior and this is the final touch   " she pulled away from Kol noticing Elijah looking at her with red eyes holding in the tears unmoved emotionless, but his eyes had more pain than the others "Elijah-" " No ,....no you can not ask this from me *voice breaks* please not just yet .... Why are you doing this to me-" " do what Elijah,ask you the gift of immortality so i can be with you , my family for ever -" , " No Katerina, you're asking me to take away everything from you , you will no longer be pure and innocent you will no longer have a chance for a family of your own to grow up ...... Don't you get it that this is not a gift but a curse, and i love you to much to do that to you my little one " " is that it , ha , you think that you can keep me pure , that me being human keeps me innocent ? Let me inform you then i was never pure or innocent , let me just remind you that my own mother wanted to kill me , for been an abomination-" thats when Niklaus had enough " Your mother was sick in the mind , she was mentally ill ,SHE WAS PARANOID FOR GOD SAKE " " WAS SHE ?? WAS SHE REALLY..... Because i can feel it inside ....the darkness begging to be realist .... I've told you before you all thought that , that was just the mate bond , but it it's more than that i know it , i ... I was always broken you were just to blinded by love to see " ..... " i had enough , either you turn me or I'll leave and you will never see me again, not alive at least .... You have until tomorrow to decide " she said emotionless and left the house and went for a walk in the garden .........