Catfish (RT fanfic)

Chapter 3

Betty's POV
Me: it's just so hard. I can't do it anymore
Andy: You can do it! You've gotten so far which only shows how strong you actually are. <3
Me: But why do I want to continue? Everything's just shitty. No goods
Andy: I promise you it will all be over one day, and there are so many amazing things to experience in life!
Me: yeah, like what?
Andy: well, you can't watch the sunset when your dead? You can't even take photos of it!
Me: I guess that's true.
Andy: and you don't see cute puppies when your dead. You don't experience happiness, excitement or love or anything at all.
Me: I guess your right :)
Andy: of course I'm right ;)
Me: I'm sorry for being so damn depressing.
Andy: don't apologise. I'm just being here for you.
Me: Thankyou Andy :)
Andy: I'm litro so tired 😴
Me: Go sleep then.
Andy: but I can't leave you hahah
Me: Well, I was actually thinking the same thing, so I'll probably go to sleep soon.
Andy: You sure?
Me: Yep!
Andy: Okay then text you tomorrow?
Me: Yeah
Andy: Goodnight x
Me: Nightttyyy x

*Andy has changed his profile picture*

My buzzed just after I locked it, and I decided to look at the notif. Wow Andy finally had a profile picture.

Well, I didn't either to be honest. I looked at the picture and gasped. I was sure wether to be scared or kinda happy.

It was Andy Fowler...I'd literally just thought it was anyone called Andy or whatever.

I told Andy really personal stuff and things that I'd never tell anyone else!

Tears burning in my eyes, I switched my phone off and went to sleep to try and forget about it.

Shit. What have I done? Andy can never know who I am.

*wakes up*

Andy: Morning
Me: Hi
Andy: How's you?
Me: Good, u?
Andy: Good
Me: ok
Andy: ok

Andy: what? What's wrong?
Me: Oh nothing hahha
Andy: You sure? You can tell me anything, promise?
Me: Thanks, but I'm good :)
Andy: Good

After talking to Andy for a bit, I got ready for school and had a slight panic.

I mean, I was so siked to be talking to Andy! I just felt bad that he didn't know it was me, and I wasn't going to tell him.

I felt pretty bad for lying to him, but as long as he never found out, I guess it wasn't too bad?

Who am I kidding, it was a horrible idea, but after everything I told him, there was no way he was finding out that it was me.

I walked to school, and this time I didn't wait outside for Andy. I was too nervous.

Not sure what I was nervous of, but I was just really nervous to see him.

Sadly, I had D.T next. I mean it was good, but I was scared Andy would suspect me for some reason.

After registration, I walked to D.T and sat at my usual seat and finished seeing my t-shirt up.

Andy never looked at me, or asked me for help if he was stuck.

He'd been relying on the teacher recently, and gone back to pretending that I didn't exist.

I looked at Andy, and he happened to look up at the same time. "What?" He asked.

I shrugged and continued sewing. Today was just as normal as any other day, Andy didn't know I existed, got picked on, went home.

Nothing happened in the way home, which was good. I smiled, remembering that I could text Andy and he'd never know it was me.

As soon as I left school, I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and noticed that he'd already text me.

Andy: Hey, how was school? x
Me: It was okay. Nothing too badx
Andy: That's good x
Me: Yeah. Wby? x
Andy: It was shit. I argued with one of my friends x
Me: Oh yeah I noticed x
Andy: Wait, what? x
Me: Oh no I just mean uh, I don't know, I didn't mean that hahah x
Andy: Oh okay x
Me: You'll make up soon dw x
Andy: Yeah, we probably will like tonight x

The whole afternoon, I sat texting Andy, and I was completely happy.

I'd forgotten about the world around me and just isolated myself in my room to talk to him.

He was my happiness, and he kept all the bad things away. He was my escape from reality and everything.

Though sometimes I'd open up to him, and really think about life, he made it seem as if none of that mattered.

School was the only thing dragging me down. But luckily I had Andy there to pick me back up.

Maybe not physically, but mentally was enough.

Sorry I haven't updated in so long! 😬 I'm gonna try get back on track. ❤️ p.s. I made a video edit for Andy which I added above ;)