JackBam | My Mistake

1:Missing you

BamBam POV

It's been a month since I last saw my beautiful boyfriend, Jackson. The house is so lonely nowadays, and I can't seem to think of anything else except him. I miss him, and I feel sick because I'm lonely without him.

I stare out of the bedroom window like I usually do. Everyday. For the last month. Praying that I'd see Jackson's smiling face wander down the road and into our home, where I could give him endless cuddles and kisses, where he could tell me how much he loved me and how much I loved him.

I wandered over to my phone, to check to see if there was a chance that he'd texted or called. Nothing - it wasn't unusual. He promised he'd text me all the time, but he hasn't texted me at all.

I decided to give him a call - to see if there was a small chance that he'd pick up and I'd be able to hear his soothing, gentle voice, his high-pitched, contagious laugh that I yearned to have for so long now. I brought the phone up to my ear, to hear that his phone was ringing.

You have reached Jackson's voicemail. Please leave a message! Beep~

"Hey, Jackson. It's me, BamBam. I hope you're
doing ok. How's it out in Hong Kong? I really
miss you, baby. When you get this, call me
back, or a text or something to show you're
ok. I'm really worried. Ok, I'll be going now.
I love you. Bye."

Towards the end, I started to tear up. If only Jackson knew how much he meant to me, and how much I missed him. Setting my phone down again, I sat down in the middle of the bedroom floor and just cried. He promised he'd keep in touch with me while he was gone. I wanted to feel his warm hug, his warm breath on my neck at night, and his egotistical behaviour everyday. I felt neglected. Each day dragged by as slowly as possible. And it was torture.

Jackson POV

Hong Kong this time of year is beautiful. I love going down to the mall and see what's new there. I wonder if BamBam would like it? He probably would, knowing him. I miss him. I can't wait to see him again, but my mother insists I extend my time away. I was meant to be out here for a week, turned into 2 weeks, to 3 weeks and now a month. I don't want to stay away from him any longer. But I have to admit, I love spending time with her. Like I didn't want it to end.

She dragged me down to the Tai Po River, where we always hang around. I didn't have any sevice out there, so I put my phone on silent as to not waste any battery.

We spent a few hours out there, before heading home. I went up to my room, where the Wi-Fi had connected, and checked my phone. I saw a voicemail from BamBam.

"Hey, Jackson. It's me, BamBam. I hope you're
doing ok. How's it out in Hong Kong? I really
miss you, baby. When you get this, call me
back, or a text or something to show you're
ok. I'm really worried. Ok, I'll be going now.
I love you. Bye."

Hearing that from my BamBam really made me upset. Had I ignored him for that long? It broke my heart to hear his voice tremble and break, so much so that I wanted to cuddle him and tell him everything was ok. But that was an impossibility when we're not even in the same country.

I was about to send him a text, when my mother called for me. I guess I couldn't ignore her, so I switched my phone off and went downstairs to her. I could text BamBam back later, right? I'm sure a little while longer won't do any harm.