JackBam | My Mistake

5:Let Me Back In

Jackson POV

Waking up alone in the bed was the worst feeling ever. I turned over, half expecting my boyfriend to be waiting there for me. But no one was.

Peeling myself away from the covers, the best thing to do was to go win him back. I know why he kissed that other man - because I'd abandoned him. I realise that now - when I'd sent him away.

Not bothering to eat breakfast, I decided to go out looking for him. I went to the only place he'd go to when he couldn't go to me: Yugyeom's.

I hammered loudly on his door. Footsteps could be heard approaching the door, and slowly it creaked open.

"What do you want?" Yugyeom asked, clearly annoyed.

"BamBam. I want BamBam." I croaked, my throat dry.

"BamBam doesn't want you. Just leave." He tried shutting the door, but my foot stopped it.

"We need to talk. Me and him. Please?" I begged him.

"Ok one second. BamBam? Someone's here for you." He called up the stairs.

Looking past the door, I could see his slim figure descending the stairs and walk up to yugyeom. His eyes were red and puffy, his cheeks white as a sheet.

"Who is it?" He asked.

Yugyeom opened the door wider to reveal me. "Bammie..." I held out my hands to him, but he turned away. "Bam? Please? Come on, I know that you're upset but please, let us talk?"

He shook his head before walking away from the door and into another room.
I pushed past Yugyeom and followed BamBam. Grabbing his wrist, I spun him around to face me.

"Bambie... Listen I-"

"I don't want to hear it." He cut me off. "You made it clear you don't want to see me anymore, so let's just stick to that." He sniffled.

"No! You haven't heard me out! Just wait!" He started wandering out of the room. "I know what I did was wrong - I neglected you! I get why you did it! But come on, allow me to explain!"

He stayed silent, not facing me.

"I did what I did to get back at you. I didn't listen to you, and I'm sorry."

"Well maybe you should have. Please now, leave me alone. Go away." He marched upstairs.

"Don't." Yugyeom warned me, after I tried to follow him.

"You're not the boss of me." I spat, before flinging him out of my way and upstairs. When I reached the landing, I heard muffled crying coming from one of the rooms.

Opening one of the doors, I instantly saw BamBam huddled on the bed with his head buried on his knees. When he heard me enter, he looked up.

"This really affected you, didn't it?" I sat down next to him.

He turned his back towards me, trying to ignore me.

"I promise I won't leave you like that again. Please, don't pretend that you don't miss us."

"H-hyung, I just wanted to know that you were ok, that's all!" He sniffled. "I was scared for you, so I drank lots. I didn't mean it! Hyung please!" I pulled him in to lean on my chest.

"Shh... it's ok now. We both made our mistakes, and it's over. Please, just... come back to me." He nodded his head and wrapped his arms around my neck.
I kissed his forehead and cuddled him a little... ok a lot.

"Made up then?" I heard Yugyeom comment from the doorway. Me and BamBam looked up at him and nodded our heads. "Ok, stop making out in my house then!" He joked.

"Bammie?" I said.

"Yeah, hyung?"

"Let's go home." I pulled him up from the bed and said bye to Yugyeom before walking my boyfriend home. Maybe it's better I take him with me next time.