JackBam | My Mistake

4:Stabbed In The Back

BamBam POV

After a day of moping around feeling sorry for myself, I decided to go back home. Maybe Jackson had calmed down by then, and we could talk - I could explain.

On my way back, I went past a young couple who were making out by a wall. I looked closer - the guy had the same jacket as Jackson. Once they both knew I was watching, the Jackson look-a-like turned to me. My jaw dropped when I saw who it was.

"Doesn't it hurt?" Jackson said to me, tauntingly. It was patronising - I thought it really was Jackson I kissed last night. I wasn't even given the chance to explain!

At Home

I lay on the sofa crying. How could Jackson do this to me? I made a mistake, I was drunk and unaware of who it was I was kissing. Jackson was fully aware, and was doing it just to torment me.

"Talk then." He said, falling back onto the other sofa. I didn't want to, not after what he'd done.

"I was drunk. I thought it was you. I didn't mean to do it." I stated simply. "Now you talk."

"No."

"Fine. I was drunk because I was paranoid! I was worried about you, just like I was worried all month long! I texted you everyday. Nothing. I called you. You never called me back! I thought something had happened to you! And you expect me to just be waiting here for you to prance back in whenever you felt like it? I'm sorry hyung, but that wasn't going to happen."

"Still, you shouldn't have done it."

"I thought it was you at the bar! I was going to go home and then someone pulled me away. They said they were you."

"And you really believed that?"

"I couldn't see them properly." He hit the back of my head.

"I meant what I said earlier. Go find your boyfriend."

"What?"

"There's a lot of words I could use to describe you, Kunpimook, but my boyfriend isn't one of them. Get out of my house. I don't want to see you again."

I left his house and ran to my friend's. If there's anyone who could help me, it'd be Yugyeom.

As I was nearing Yugyeom's house, I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"BamBam, listen to me." It was Jackson. I shook my head and turned to keep walking. I ended up breaking into a run, just to get away from Jackson. He didn't chase me.

At Yugyeom's

"-And then... h-he told me to g-get out!" I sniffed to Yugyeom. He pulled me into a hug and stroked my hair. His hug was warm, but not as warm as Jackson's...

"You can stay in my spare room, alright? If you need me, just call for me." He told me.

"Ok. Thanks Yugyeom." I made my way upstairs and found his spare room. Laying down on the bed, I remembered that all my stuff was still at Jackson's.

I'd never been in a breakup before, but it felt horrible. I decided to just get through tonight, and see what would happen in the morning. I burst into tears again. I didn't get why he could've at least listened to me. I guess this just shows what kind of a man he really is.