JackBam | My Mistake

3:I Didn't Mean To

Jackson POV

I saw BamBam all over another guy. On my sofa. In my house. My boyfriend was all over someone else. My boyfriend.

I wanted to cry, but I couldn't because of the pure anger I felt. I felt sick. The guy who BamBam was all over had got up and ran past me, out of the door. I didn't even try to stop him - I was frozen in shock.

"H..hyung?" I heard BamBam's timid voice. He wasn't timid earlier, was he? I ignored him. I didn't want to hear it. "Hyung, please! I can explain!" He got up and held onto my arm. Immediately, I yanked him off and stormed back into the kitchen, pouring myself another glass of water.

"Was it good, huh?" I asked him all of a sudden. I was surprised at my sudden confidence, but I didn't care.

"What do you mean, hyung?"

"You know very well what I mean." He began buttoning his shirt back up.

He started to approach me. "Hyung... I thought-"

"YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD HOOK UP WITH ANYONE YOU WANT!" I threw my glass of water at the wall. It shattered, making BamBam jump. "Wipe that dumb look off your face. It makes you uglier." I spat in his face, before walking away, up to our room.

I lay on the bed for around an hour. Just the thought of my boyfriend's tongue down someone else's throat made me feel ill. Slowly, tears started to fall. Not tears of sadness, but anger. I never felt such hate before.

"Hyung?" I felt a small hand on my shoulder. BamBam was looking at me, his eyebrows furrowed. His face was red from crying so much, his eyes all puffy.

"Get off me, BamBam."

"Hyung, please, just-"

"Get out of here, BamBam."

"But-"

"GET OUT!" I roared. I pushed BamBam to the bedroom door and slammed it in his face. Turning around, I slid down the side of the door, my face in my hands.

The Next Morning

BamBam was lying on the sofa, still asleep. Idiot. I walked into the kitchen to make myself some coffee, when I felt two arms wrap around my waist.

"Morning, hyung." I heard BamBam say in a sleepy voice. I ignored him, hoping he'd get the message. "When did you get back?" I snatched his hands off of me and pushed him away.

"Go find your boyfriend. Stop pestering me." I snapped. I was still very salty about what happened last night.

"Fine. I'll go out for a bit. Please calm down hyung." He walked away.

"Do NOT tell me what to do, Kunpimook."

BamBam POV

He called me Kunpimook? When did he ever do that? He's never done that before. l felt extremely scared of him.

I fell asleep in my clothes last night; not bothering to change today, I went straight out and into the park. Even though I had a splitting headache, I didn't want to make hyung angrier than he already was.

I watched as people went by me. It seemed as though all the couples in the world wanted to be in this park today - people holding hands, surprising each other with flowers and gifts, kissing - it was all too much. Clearly the park did not help with my situation, so I went to a coffee to clear my head.

When I got to the counter I ordered my coffee. "Americano please." I said blankly.

"Just the one?" I nodded my head.

"Here you go." I paid the man at the counter when I realised - it was the guy from last night. I instantly walked out of the shop to find another park to go to. The world seems to hate me today.