Behind That Smile

Chapter 18

Mateo

I'm so careless and stupid. How could I just watch from the background. I should've went out there as soon as I seen her. She's barely even alive because I wasn't with her. What type of boyfriend am I? Not a good one for sure. It's like I'm always hurting her or I could never save her. Pathetic.

"Hey lil bro don't beat yourself up. She will be ok, it wasn't your fault. Be glad that you did get her before she drowned. Because if you wouldn't have got her than she would be dead by now." Ayo said rubbing my back. He's always there for me. To cheer me up and give me advice. I sighed and put my head down.

"Thank you big bro but I just wish I got to her sooner." I said. He patted my head and stood up.

"Trust me you got to her soon enough." He said smiling and walking out.

I stood up and started to get ready we were all going to see how Ang was doing. I'm kinda scared but I have to see her.

We all walked in the hospital and walked up to the counter.

"Um hi were here to see Angelise Safari." Angelina said. The nurse nodded and told us were to go. We hit her room door everyone went inside but I didn't. I couldn't go in something is keeping me from going in. I'm just being a little bitch. FUCK COME ON MATEO SHE'S YOUR GIRLFRIEND FOR CRYING OUT LOUD STOP ACTING LIKE A PUSSY AND TAKE YO NAPPY HEAD ASS IN THERE.

Ok I can do this. I opened the door with my eyes closed I'm such an idiot.

"Lil bro you can't see her if your eyes are closed." Ayo said while chuckling. I sighed He's right. I opened them and she was looking at me with the most biggest smile I've ever seen.

"Thank you Mateo." She said. I stood there frozen. Why do I feel like this? Why can't I move? Why am I so scared?

"Mateo why are you blushing so damn hard?" Key asked. I shot him a death glare and looked down.

"Damn nigga are you gone move or remain like a statue?" Zay asked. I flicked him off. I finally walked to her and sat down still with my head down. Then I felt her grab my face.

"Don't be embarrassed its cute when you blush. Without you saving me I wouldn't be alive right now. I'm happy to have someone like you in my life." She said giggling as tears slowly slid down her cheek. I smiled and kissed her softly.

"Aaawwwwww how cute now get a room." Malak said. Ang gave him a stare.

"Nigga we are in a room." She said throwing a pillow at him.

"Get in the bed with me." She said. I nodded and got in with her cuddling with her.

"NOPE NOPE TO MUCH TOUCHING! TO CLOSE TO CLOSE!" Jeremiah and Angelina yelled.

"Chill ma chill pops." Joseph, Chris, and Josiah said at the same time patting there parents shoulders and shaking there head. Funny thing about it all three of them are calm as hell.

"Hello everyone, Hi lady bug how ya feelin?" Her nurse asked.

"Hey Sasha and I'm ok my throat just hurts a bit and I'm just sleepy." She said smiling.

"Alright baby girl well you will be ready to go tomorrow morning. I'll bring you some water for your throat." Sasha said. Ang nodded. Then Sasha looked at me and smiled.

"Is this your boyfriend?" She asked. Ang nodded. Sasha started to squeal.

"Oh my gosh you guys are so CUUUUTEEEEEEEE!" She squealed what the hell. Ok these two gotta have some type of connection.

"Your finally dating your celebrity crush HOW CUUUTEEEE!" She squealed again.

"SAAAASHAAAA SHUT UP!" Ang yelled getting embarrassed. I was her celebrity crush well I'm glad I became her official crush.

"Anyways how are you and August?" Ang asked.

"We are perfect he gave me a promise ring last week. But I'm still not getting the hang of paparazzi. Other than that its cool well I lost a couple friends once they found out I was dating August Alsina. I'm not tripin though but go ahead and get your rest I'll check back on you later. Love ya lady bug." She said.

"Love ya too and tell August he need to come kidnap me soon." Ang said and they both laughed.

"I got you girl." Sasha said walking out.

"I see you two are close." I said. Ang giggled.

"Yea I've known her since I was born she's been my nurse since. She's like my personal nurse but also like the older sister I never had. She's been there for me no matter what." Ang said smiling. She kissed my jaw lines. Soon after I heard soft snores.

"Hhm sleep already." I said kissing her forehead. Everyone chuckled.

"Alright let's leave these two for now." Chris said and everyone nodded leaving out. I just stared at Ang until my dreams consumed me.