I wake up to Ali Krieger sleeping next to me....... oh wait. Last night. Left my brother, probably won't ever see blood family anymore. I must've woke Ali up because she became restless and finally looked up at me.
"Hey kid!" She said ascetically! "How'd you sleep?" She asked running her hand through my hair. "I slept fine," I said lying. I had a dream about mom waking back up and saying that I was a suck up and then it just got bad. She must've knew I lied because she pulled me closer to her and wrapped her arms around me. It was so comforting and next thing I know I was shaking but I don't know why. "Hey Brooke, calm down kid. You're going to make yourself sick!" Ali says.
Ali sits up and grabs a pillow and throws it at Ashlyn and lays back down. A few minutes later Ash crawled behind Ali and snuggled up into her.
"Wanna go out to eat or do you want Ash and I to cook breakfast? We're super good cooks!" Ali says while rubbing my back hoping I'd calm down. "That's fine. I'm not really that hungry though," I say. Knowing I was sick to my stomach and I had barely slept. "Ok! Let's go downstairs," Ash says getting excited.
We were walking down the stairs and I went to Ali and held onto her arm. "Are you not a morning person or are you not feeling good?" Ali asks. "I'm ok," I say not wanting to cause panic my first full day with them. They started cooking breakfast and I went to sit on the couch and I was woken up by the smell of food a little while after.
I picked at my food really not wanting to eat at all because I really wasn't feeling good. I think I'm just nervous about this. I don't know what mom would think and how dad's going to act when he finds out. And I bet you Zach found a way to tell him as soon as he left to snitch on me for leaving the family. I turn towards Ali and ask " why are you doing this?" She grabs my hands and says "I can see you've been struggling. You look so strong yet like you're at your breaking point. I wanna be here for you and grow as a person with you and most of all share time and memories together. You're such a sweetheart!" Ali says.
I'm in tears. She wraps her loving, caring arms around me and holds me for what seemed like forever. I get up and go to the spare bedroom and sit in the corner. I contemplated what to do. Do I tell her I don't feel good? Do I say how I really feel? Do I tell them I'm looking into d1 school? Do I tell them I'm gay? Do I tell them I wish I could go back and have Zach with me? Do I tell them I feel like I'm disrupting their lives?
I decided I wanted to go for a walk. I walked to the living room where they were and said "I'm going for a walk if you guys want to join you can......I'd like you guys to but you absolutely don't have to!" I say. "Well we think you can have your own time and I know you probably want to be alone for a little bit. Just be back in 30 minutes please Brooke!" Ali says assertive. "Why?! That's bs your not my mom! I'm going to visit my real mom who happens to be DEAD!" I scream losing my cool for no reason.
I realize what I said and just run out the door. I hear Ali and Ash behind me running after me. I knew exactly where I was after about 10 minutes of running. I've gained some space in between me and Ali and Ash but they're still close and in sight. I start my route to the cemetery to go find my mom. I hope they understand that I'm just stressed out and don't give up like Zach.
Once I get there I sit right next to the tombstone and cry. I cry hysterically and a few minutes later I feel to people sit on either side of me. I expected it to be Ashlyn and Ali but it wasn't!
I look and it's Alex Morgan and Servando her husband! Why and how I don't know! "Why are you guys here?! You don't know me!" I say. "We have explaining but I'm obviously here in Orlando with the pride and Ali called me a few minutes ago and said she had a very important person staying with her now and that she ran away and to drive here because we'd get here before they would. So here we are kiddo. We're here for you too and we aren't going anywhere. And I see how much you mean to them alright? They're new to this and they absolutely love you. Whether you know it or not they want you forever in their lives as do Serv and I," alex exclaimed and right on cue Ash and Ali show up sweaty and exhausted.
We all sit there and they tell me to take as long as I need. I honestly sit here for a good 3 hours and they were ok with it. We all decided to have a sleep over in our living room but Serv had to go home to feed Blue and stayed home since he was the only guy and it would've been weird. I start panicking a little bit because I mean I'm surrounded by my idols and they're my protectors now.
I whisper to Ali because I know she's awake because she's rubbing circles on my waist to calm me down. "I'm sorry about earlier. It's just a lot is happening and it's all new for me and I mean you and everyone else are my idols and it makes me a little anxious haha in a good way," I say. "Do you get what I mean Kriegs?" I ask and she shakes her head yes and moves the hair out of my face to find tears. She wipes them away and we both go to sleep.
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