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1 cut 2 cuts 3 cuts 4 oh how I hate myself I get bullied even more.I cry so much as the blood runs down my arm to the floor I want someone I need someone I need a shoulder to cry on I look in the mirror I hate what I see like always I clean up the blood and wipe my tears away I go to my room get my Ipod and listen to BMTH (I LOVE that band) the songs help me get through all my problems I love music *skip skippy skip time ^°^* I wake up to go to school I put a long sleeve black shirt with a BVB (I LOVE that band too) shirt I put on gray tights and my skull grey converse (I actually have these kind of converse) my black hoodie put my hood on get my backpack and im off on my way to my locker I get called a few names dropped a few books and got shoved a few times miserable I here Jeremiahs voice calling my name I walk faster and faster until he caught up to me and grabbed my shoulder and turned me around "what do you want!? I know you hate me like everyone else does so go ahead bully me so I have a reason to-" I said before I caught myself going to say that I cut half of the school forgot that I cut "reason to what...?" Jeremiah asked "never mind just leave me alone." I said "NO you're a beautiful girl and I mean it" he said "no you don't mean it NOBODY ever does"I say then his friends came and said "hey Jeremiah what's up making fun of spencer haha great" "yeah I am your a fucking bitch" he says to me I knew it he doesn't mean it I run away crying going home I don't care if I have to miss school im going
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I can't believe I just did that I insulted the girl that I love I don't know how to say no to them. what if she is like me what if she cuts I still have scars and there's gonna be new ones today because of something horrible I have done. we walk over to the blonde girl I think her name is Kayla but whatever "um im gonna go to the bathroom see you guys later" I said then went. I heard sobbing then I immediately knew it was Spencer I turn my head and it was! I ran over she saw me and backed away "GO AWAY you bullied me enough im going home!" she said "WAIT!" I yelled I grabbed her arm "OW!" she said I looked into her eyes looked at her arm I know she selfharms "what are you doing" she asked
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he looks down at my arm and slowly rolls up my sleeve "what are you doing!" I yelled and stopped him does he know did someone tell him that I self harm "its ok" he says as he rolls up his sleeves and reveals his red scars some were fading away I was surprised I roll up my sleeves and reveal even redder scars "I care about you" he says softly. I needed this and I got it. the bell rang but we didn't care I learned more about him we have a lot in common our parents are really mean we always thought about running away we both work and have a lot of money we ran out of the school and sat somewhere on the sidewalk he looked at me rolled up my sleeve and kissed my scars he's really sweet I looked into his eyes I leaned and kissed him a long kiss it was lovely we ran to our houses quietly and packed we ran away we were sick of this place I hated it and I love him
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Ficção Adolescentelet me tell you my self harm story 5 years ago I was bullied I ignored it then it started happening more and more I became depressed and anorexic I started cutting,bruising,burning,throwing up, you name it I did it ----------about Spencer---------- ...