Secrets

Lost at Sea

I feel lost, like a small ship out at sea. All I can see for miles is the ocean, the same blue colour meeting the sky at all angles. Everywhere I look it's the same, no where to escape to, trapped in this boat for weeks, months. Months. Wow, can't believe it's been months, and now the boat is sinking, slowly at least. But there is no one to help, I am alone and if I jump I will be more a strayed than ever because I will have lost my boat, the anchor to which is the only thing keeping me afloat. The only reason my head is slightly above water, I will drown with out it. However, there is no one here to repair my broken boat so I shall sink and I shall try my best to be brave. I will be brave for the good times I have enjoyed and all the sad ones I have learned from, but alas, I am not dying simply drowning within myself. Have you ever had this feeling of loneliness, emptiness? I hope you haven't, it's endless, much like the constant roll of the waves against my meagre ship. Forever rocking up against me and pushing me over, I struggle to maintain balance and stay vertical.