Interaction {COMPLETED}

10.

"Jungkookie!" Hoseok screamed down the hallway while I was processing what had just happened. Did I just ruin everything with Tae?
"Where were you?!" Hoseok really didn't make it any easier
"I was at the bathroom, I wasn't feeling well"
"You got to be the lead vocalist!"
"Are you kidding me? You must be kidding me! This is amazing! Wha- how did rest of the guys do?"
"Jimin is going to sing with you and so will Taehyung, Yoongi, who said he changed his name to Suga, that's his stage name, is one of the people in the choir I don't really know how and Jin is one of the first people to sing after you. But I didn't remember everything, come on!"
At least there's some good news.
"Ah Jungkook, we will have rehearsals when I tell you in school, so you might skip some of the classes", that's good, keep going..."Jimin and Taehyung alongside Jin and Suga will perform with you, Namjoon will be the stage manager, Hoseok will make background noises and the other students are the choir. I need you to rehearse the lyrics with Taehyung and Jimin as much as you possibly can!" yay. Can you sense the sarcasm? Jimin looked at me dearly, what is that boy up to? First he kisses me, then he comes in with Tae, now he's smiling like nothing happened. I need to talk to him.

"Jimin" I said as mysterious as I possibly can, I feel like he's not the one to talk about feelings with.
"Kookie, isn't that awesome? We get to be together in the play!"
"Jimin, we need to talk, right now"
"Right here?" he showed the room still filled with some kids
"Come on" I dragged him by his hand to the lockers, no one was there.

"What happened? I don't understand a single thing. You kissed me and then you barge in here holding Tae's hand and you still like Yoongi...I'm your friend above all and I feel like you need someone to talk to."
Jimin bursted into tears. I hugged him tightly. His head was resting on my chest while he was sobbing. I really want to kiss him and make him feel alright, but I shouldn't. I kiss his forehead.

"I love him, but I love you and he just doesn't appreciate me as much as you do."
"Could you tell me what happened?"
"H-he asked Tae about this girl. About h-her boyfriend and...that's Hoseok!"
"What? Why would he ask about Hoseok? He knows him"
"I don't k-know, but I know that you treat me better than him."

Those words just stung more than everything else. I don't want to lie to him, but what good will that do? He'll just hate us all. Besides, Taehyung isn't very open about his sexuality either, I don't think he'll tell Jimin. I hope not.

Jimin calmed down a bit and I invited him for tea. Our music teacher dismissed us for the day. I brought to my bed, wrapped him in blankets and got him some hot tea, because temperature is dropping like crazy. I told him a few jokes and he was better.

"Kookie I don't want to be a burden, but can we watch a movie?"
"Mochi, you're not a burden, of course we can!"
I took out an old comedy from mom's box of CD's, pressed play and cuddled with Jimin until he fell asleep. He's so cute when he sleeps. I wish that I could stare at him forever. He loves me and yet he wants suffering Yoongi gives him, just like I want Tae. I wish things weren't so complicated. Also why would Yoongi ask about Hoseok? I need to talk to him soon.

"Wake up, sleepyhead!" I heard Taehyung and immediately woke up.
"What?"
"I called Jimin's mom, she said he's here, I'm here, we need to practice."
"Okay, wait, could you keep it down a bit? He's still asleep."
Taehyung rolled his eyes at me and turned around so that he couldn't see us and he said: "Kiss the sleeping beauty"

I was stunned by his words. Jealous? Again? It's so cute. I chuckled. He turned around and looked at me with his puppy eyes and said
"Why do you do that to me?"
"Do what?"
"Exist."

...

"You hurt me by pushing me away and hurt me by pulling me in, but I need to be close to you, I need to kiss you without endings."
"I know what you mean..."
"I know it sound cliche, but we can run away together and be without anyone judging us."
"But we can't..."
"Why?" he was getting impatient.
"Because I love Jimin. And I love you. And it's this complicated mess. Everything was fine until you told him that stuff about Yoongi!"
"I thought that he'll think that he's loosing him and then he'll stop bothering you." he said that in a crying voice. Is he crying? I came closer to him, lifted his chin up and gave him a soft peck on the lips. He was crying.
"I need you" he said through his tears.