Interaction {COMPLETED}

9.

Oh no! What have I done?! I mean I love Jimin, but I love Taehyung too! This is so confusing. Why did Jimin do that? He's just making it worse! And he knows it! He likes Yoongi, I like Tae! That's how things are supposed to be! Oh no! Oh God! Yoongi's going to kill me. Tae will never love me. Damn you Park Jimin!
Maybe I shouldn't go to school today. Yeah, I'll just tell mom that I'm sick and that's it! No problem solving! Then again, I'll probably have to do it tomorrow...No! I'll just avoid them all! Yeah, that's what I'll do!

I don't even care about how I look anymore. Why does this life have to be so complicated? If I were just born straight, I would have just liked Qui and we would be together and that's it! This way no one's happy. Yoongi wants Jimin, Jimin wants me, I guess, I want Tae, he probably...I DON'T KNOW WHO HE WANTS ANYMORE! Love is confusing, especially this love. Everybody but Jimin are out of the closet and I just, I can't tell my mom this, she'll freak out! She'll send me to a psychologist or a psychiatrist.
Put on a brave face today Jungkook, everything will be alright.

Choir, finally. Everybody is here, but I can finally show people my talent. The auditions for the winter choir are today and I won't let my mom down at least for that. I don't know why, but ever since I found out I was gay I felt awkward talking to God, it's like I, in a way, disrespected him and now I'm trying to make it better by singing.

I can see Yoongi, Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok in the first row, they're going to sing as well, I can't wait to hear them.

Where are Jimin and Tae? I know that Jimin will sing for sure and I'm so happy for him because he wants to show people his talents as well. I've heard that Tae is an amazing singer so I'm exited about that too. I almost forgot what happened. I don't know how I feel, but it would really help if Jimin would just stay with Yoongi. Why can't we both have relationships like Jin and Namjoon? They're perfect for each other.

Oh there's Taehyung and he's holding somebody's hand. Wow. That hurts. You know that feeling only love gives you when you are emotionally hurt, but feel it physically?

Oh...that's Jimin's hand. What is going on?

"And now we will start the auditions! Aaron, you're up first!"
"...Hoseok, you're up!" he was already on the stage when she said that. I thought that his singing is going to be incredible, I was surprised when he started screaming like a wild horse on stage. He obviously just entered so we would be amused and it worked! When he came off the stage he told me that he's with Qui now! Wow, they grow up so fast!

"...and now Jin!" he got on stage by blowing a kiss to Namjoon, how cute. He sang a song that he wrote called "Awake" it was beautiful, he really deserves to be in the choir.

"...next up - Jimin!" he looked beautiful in a flower shirt unbuttoned just enough so you could see a little bit of his chest muscles, he looked hot and classy at the same time.
"I'm going to perform a song that I wrote...it's called "Lie"" Oh shit, if that's about me.

"I feel so far away, you always come my way"

It's...beautiful. But I don't think that it's about me.

"Jungkook - you're up!" when she said that, I realized that I haven't prepared my own song that I wrote, I'm just doing a cover...I should've done something more. "I'll be singing "Attention" by Charlie Puth". As soon as I said that, all eyes were on Taehyung and me. I hit every note, I looked at him for almost the entire song and when it ended I felt weak. I felt like he took away all of my energy, like he's in power of me. That devilish smile mixed with those haunting eyes were the death of me. I just sat next to Hobi and tried to catch some air.

"You are amazing, Kookie."
I turned around and there he was. How can he make me so weak?
He tried coming closer, but then realized we were in the public eye so he told me to meet up with him in the janitor's closet after his song.

"Namjoon come on! Hoseok tried too!" the teacher kept pushing.
"Can I sing?" Taehyung asked.
"Oh of course! Taehyung everybody!"
"I will sing an original song, "Stigma""

"It's hidden, I tell you something, only so you can keep it a secret, what I can't withstand anymore"
"At any rate I'm hurt so"

That song hurt. I guess he wanted to show how he felt.

The closet, right.

I stood in the closet and waited, I don't know what I'll tell him. But I have to say something. He burst in and started kissing me roughly just like I imagined it would be. With every breath I needed more, I craved, I had to have him. I wanted him badly. He slowly started placing kisses along my jawline then my neck leaving love bites as he was getting close to my chest. He started taking off my shirt and I his. We were shirtless making out in a janitor's closet in our school. If someone had seen us, we would have been expelled, my mom would find out my secret and I would never be able to see him again. My moans were getting louder, someone could hear us.
"Sto-stop Tae" I said heavily breathing
I couldn't make up his face but I could tell that he was disappointed.
He sighed. "Whatever." he grabbed his shirt and slammed the door.