Nightingale

Running Away

Demetria POV*

I sat their in the girls bathroom crying my eyes out wondering, asking, and begging the Moon Goddess "what I did wrong?" "why does she hate me?"

I got up off the floor and slipped on my tattered clothes not bothering to clean myself off because what is the point. And ran out of the bathroom and out the building.

I was indifferent to the stares. Indifferent to my destroyed clothes. Indifferent to the 3 hours left we still had of school.

I ran all the way to the pack house. Everyone was gone. It was a Friday. The perfect day to pack my shit and LEAVE.

I ran up the stairs to my soon former room and packed all the clothes and shoes I can which was all of them since I didn't have much. I stole-- actually took what was rightfully mines. Which was $500,000 my mom left to each of us after her passing.

I wrote letters to everyone.

Dear Your Highness (Maddie),

I love you dearly! And I'm sorry I couldn't take it anymore. I appreciate all that you did for me. And I want you to know you're my hero too. I'm sorry if I let you down but what my former mate did to me was the last straw of all the abuse I can take. I want you to stay the sweet, caring, sassy, and beautiful girl you are. I LOVE YOU! Don't let anyone tell you different.
                                                       D💕

Dear Gia,

I am leaving as you wished. I never understood what happened between us we used to be close, but whatever. I never knew it was possible to hate your older sister with a passion but you proved me wrong all you did was critique me and hit me. So fuck YOU!
                                          Demetria

Dear Alpha Mike,

It's sad really how I can't write Dad, Papa, Daddy, or even Father and believe it because you were none. At least since mom died. What happened to the man who would cuddle with me until the nightmares went away or would let me ride his back in wolf form. Now your just a shell of the honorable man I knew. And an abusive bastard who lets people abuse their daughter and NOT shed a tear. Who puts down their daughter's value without second guessing it. A MONSTER!! I hate you! You are NO father of mine!
                                        Demetria

Dear members of Mega-Howl,

Those of you who participated in the abuse are ALL horrible​ were beings. A pack is supposed to be a family not a gang of abusers. And those who stood by and watched or laughed are just as bad. DON'T WORRY I'M NOT YOUR FELLOW PACK MEMBER OR PUNCHING BAG ANYMORE you dicks!!
                                        Demetria

Dear Kyle Mason,

You were the worst one of all. You pushed me to my breaking point. You fully destroyed me in one day than my pack did in 4 years. Congratulations! You took something I can never get back. My innocence. My purity. My virginity. The worst part is I didn't hand it over willingly. I didn't have a sign that said I wanted it. I said STOP! I said NO! I said DON'T! Not only did you reject me but you raped me. You could have left after the rejection and have me suffer mentally and even physically like my pack,but you had to do it morally too. I had morals!! I was going to give myself completely to a mate that accepted me and loved me completely, but you took that so CONGRATS DICKHEAD!!
                                        Demetria

    

And with the last signature and tear shed on those letters I grabbed my clothes and money cut my link and bond with the pack and ran off. Leaving Mega-Howl. Leaving my past. Leaving Madison. And entering my future.