Hmmm things are not going the best for me.
I try everything, but nothing really helps.
I have hobbies but they don't help.
I go out with friends but it doesn't help.
I do drugs and they don't really help.
They all help but maybe for 6hrs :/
It's just all really temporary.
My parents Hate my boyfriend, they keep saying "couldn't he find anyone of his own age" "he probably couldn't get anyone of his own age"
And it makes me really sad because, because I don't know.
He helped me really good but it all got scattered.
And i'm so down.
The person that helped isn't allowed to be in my life.
But we click and there's really something.
And i'm just 15 i know.
But it doesn't mean that i'm naive like the others.
And ya that sounds really naive i know but... it's just that... this is the best relationship i've ever had.
I'm happy with him, he cares for me, he likes me, he wants to help me, we share the same interests.
Just because he went 3 more times around the sun, doesn't mean that we can't be together.
He's not a creep.
He's not a creep.
Why won't they believe me.
Ya because i'm a 15 year old and i'm not paying the rent or something that makes me responsible and i'm not studying on the highest school in town.
Plus i have no motivation, plus i'm always sad,
But they don't care
They just wanna make their own story and push me of the path i guess
Yap i'm the "it's not a phase mom" kid and yap so sad oh wew gonna cri so hatd over my new carved scars because that's how filthy i'm.
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Blue Fish
PoesiaWell this kinda explains what i'm feeling and what i've felt for the past 2,5 years But it's for everyone different and i'm sure there are people who have it worse so please don't compare me with others because it's what i think and nothing is comp...
