Together Forever (Bucky x reader) Sequel to Why Me? {ON HOLD}

Chapter 6: Your alive!

The asterisk *** are to cue the music. The 🎼 notes is Bucky's voice and the 🎵 notes is your voice. Italics are the thoughts in your head.

Y/n's pov
  I wake up to a blinding light in your eyes. I go to lift my hands up to my eyes, but I can't. I look down at my hands to see that I'm strapped to the bed. Then everything from yesterday came back to me. I turned into Inferno. I hurt my friends and I hurt Bucky. I wonder how he's doing. Suddenly I hear a familiar voice of an AI. "Dr. Cho, she's wake." Jessica says alerting her. I turn my head to the door and see Dr. Cho enter. "Y/n, thank goodness your okay. Bucky will be thrilled to know that you are alive. Do you know who I am?" Dr. Cho ask me curiously walking over the hospital bed I'm strapped to. I nod my head yes and look at her.
    "Yeah, I know you. Your name is Dr. Cho. You helped Clint." I say with certainty in my voice. Dr. Cho smiles at my words and walks over to undo my straps on my ankles and wrists. "That's a good thing, because then I wouldn't be unstrapping you from the bed." Dr. Cho says honestly in her voice. I go to sit up but I feel a pain rip through my whole body. I groan in pain and fall back on the bed. Dr. Cho goes over to a medicine bag that is plugged up in my IV. I feel a weird liquid go through my vein and it makes my brain fuzzy. "What is that stuff?" I ask Dr. Cho curiously. I felt like a big puddle of goop. Dr. Cho smiles at this and explains to me what it is. "It's a special serum we got from Wakanda.
   It helps get rid of your trigger words that HYDRA planted in your brain." Dr. Cho says kindly. I nod my head in understanding and look up at her. "How's Bucky doing?" I ask her curiously. When I first saw him after I came back from being Inferno, Bucky's face was bruised really bad. I just realized that I hurt my friends. This is terrible! I'm too dangerous! I felt my hands starting to shake and I hear from the heart monitor that my heart rate quickens. Dr. Cho immediately goes into action to calm me down. "Y/n, hey. Calm down, your okay. Bucky is just fine. Natasha, Clint, Sam, Scott, Wanda, and Tony got just a little bit burnt by your fire. The machine that makes new cells fixed them up in a jiffy.
       But I need you to calm down." Dr. Cho says to me in a calm and soothing voice. My hands slowly stop shaking and I hear the heart monitor tell me that my heart rate lower back down to it's normal rate. Dr. Cho smiles at me and pats my shoulder gently. "Good job, y/n. You did a great job controlling yourself. Now you need to get some rest." Dr. Cho says giving me some pain medicine through my IV for my bullet wound. I feel my eyelids start to grow heavy from the pain medicine, but I remember that I had to ask Dr. Cho one last thing before I go to sleep. "Dr. Cho?" I say with my slurred from sleep. I hear Dr. Cho's footsteps come back over to the hospital bed and touch my left hand. "What is it, y/n?" She ask me curiously. I can feel my eyelids trying to shut close, but I fight against them in order to ask Dr. Cho my question. "Is anyone allowed to see me?"
I ask her curiously.
    I can see through my heavy eyelids that Dr. Cho's disturbed face expression. "I'm afraid not, y/n. I gave everyone strict orders to not come in here. Because it may end up trigger your words from HYRDA. And we wouldn't want that." Dr. Cho says kindly to me. I can understand why she said no one could visit me. I didn't even want to hurt anyone else as I already have. My eyelids grow heavy from the medication Dr. Cho gave me. "You need to rest now, y/n. You had a rough day yesterday." Dr. Cho tells me gently. All I do is nod my head and then my eyelids close and I fall asleep.

Bucky's pov
   I can't believe this. As soon as we got y/n here from the Hydra base, Dr. Cho said to everyone that we aren't allowed to see y/n at all. I can't believe this. I mean I know the reason is because we don't want the trigger words to set off and kill us. I understand that, but she's my fiance. I should be able to go and see her. I'm sitting on the couch in the living room wondering how y/n is doing. I hear footsteps coming from the hallway and I look up to see who it is, and it's Natasha. I look back down at the floor and put my hands together. Natasha walks over towards me and sits beside me on the couch. "Bucky, Dr. Cho said that that you couldn't go in and see her. But she said you can see  her through the window to her room." Natasha tells me kindly. I get up from my position and walk towards where y/n is. I look into the window of her room and I see her laying peacefully on the hospital bed. "Is she breathing?" I ask Natasha. Nat nods her head yes and looks over at y/n.
  "I wonder what's going through her head, how she's dealing with all of this." I ask her. Nat looks over at me and lays her hand on my shoulder comforting me. "She's stronger than she looks, Bucky. She will be okay." Nat tells me truthfully. All of a sudden, I see y/n stirring from her sleep which means she about to wake up. "Natasha, Y/n's about to wake up what do we do?" I ask her trying to keep myself from going crazy. "Just keep calm, plus this window is dark on both sides. We can see her, but she can't see us." Natasha says gently.