"I'll pick you up after class, bye, baby." He left a kiss on my right cheek.
Pumasok na ako sa room, two more subjects before dismissal! I'm so excited!
*riiiing!*
"Class dismissed." I quickly fixed my things,
Brent calling..
"Hello, Brent?" Ba't napatawag 'to?
"Kit, where's Ike? Nag CR tapos hindi na bumalik." He sounded worry.
"I don't know, mayb--" he cut me off.
"Anong sabi niya sayo kanina?"
"He said he'll pick me up after--" he cut me off, again.
"F*ck! May practice pa kami," Napa mura si Brent, "Lagot kay coach yan kung di yan susulpot!"
"Brent, I can't understa--" puro mura kasi.
"Nothing!"
*toot toot*
Aba! Bastos tong bata nato ah!
"Babe, let's go?"
"Ike!" I walked towards him, "Tumawag si, Brent," his forehead creased.
"Anong sabi?" He grabbed my bag.
"He was murmuring about practice?" I looked at him with what I realized, "May practice pa kayo diba?"
"It's okay, you're more important." He smiled.
Ummmm... Pwedeng tumili?! Gosh!
Take control, Kit...
"Ike, I understand, pero hindi naman pwedeng pabayaan mo yang sports mo."
Hindi naman kasi pwedeng late siya palagi, kung hindi late, absent. He's the soon Captain of his team, tapos ganyan siya? Hindi pwede to.
I knew his first love was soccer.
"But we have a date." He insisted.
"Sige, ganito nalang, I'll wait for you," I held his hand, "After ng training mo, let's go to our date!" I smiled.
His eyes were refusing to.
"Please?" May tournament sila next month eh.
"Okay," he sighed, "But in one condition," He looked at me directly in the eyes,"Watch me play," the side of his lips rose.
I nodded, feeling relief.
*tugs tugs tugs*
"So, what happened?" Julia asked, "Ba't biglang nag bago isip mo?" She laughed.
"Nothing." I took a shot, "I was bored."
Obviously I'm not engaged with these activities, tinuruan ako ni Julia how to drink, it's as simple as 123.
"Woah! Slow down, Brea." She handed me the lime.
"Thanks." I finished my drink with the lime she gave me.
So, this is what they call, 'Bar' huh?
It smells, awful. Smoke everywhere. Drunk people on loose.
I took another shot.
Feeling ko di tumatalab to'ng iniinom ko, I've been drinking a couple shots now, but I still don't feel tipsy, instead, I feel hurt.
I took another shot.
"Julia, this drink is soft," I commented, "Harder drinks, please."
"Woah, woah!" She laughed. "Ano ba kasi ang problema natin, Brea?"
I shook my head. Ayaw kong sabihin sa kanya.
I took another shot.
"Let's dance!" Aya nung kaibigan ni Julia na si Paul.
"I don't dance."
"Tigilan mo nga to'ng si Brea, Paul!" Pinaalis ni Julia si Paul.
"Okay, whatever." He shrugged.
Naubos na ang mga drinks, and I still feel so sober.
Bumalik yung kaibigan ni Julia may dalang drinks.
I took one.
Few drinks was consumed, but I want more!
I took another one.
"I hate you, so, so much, Ike!"
And another one.
"Sana hindi ka nalang bumalik!"
And another one.
"Sana di mo nalang ako iniwan!"
Another shot.
"San ba ako nag kulang?!"
Last.
"I wished I never loved you!"
Tuloy tuloy ang pag-agos ng mga luha kong matagal ko nang pinigilan.
I kept on wiping it away pero tila silang bumabalik.
Ugh!!
I hate this part of the day.
It's been 6 f*cking months, Brea! Ano ba?!
Humagulgol ako, I wanted to stop, but I just couldn't control my feelings.
Ganito nalang ba gabi-gabi?
I feel so stupid!
I couldn't even pass a day without crying over him!
Everyone thinks I'm okay, but I'm really not!
And it sucks to hide all of this!
Now, I just want to cry and cry.
Sobrang sakit.
Sobrang nasaktan niya ako!
He doesn't deserve these tears! He doesn't deserve me!
F*ck this life!
"Brea! Tara umuwi na tayo." Sabi ni Julia,
"Julia, you're also drunk," sabi ni Paul.
Paul grabbed my phone.
"Paul, what the f*uck?" I muttered.
"Hang on," He dialed someone. "Hello? Is this, Angelie?"
No, no, no!
I stood up, but my legs refused to. I fell.
Agad na pumunta yung mga kaibigan ni Julia, but Paul was still talking to Anj.
"You're f*cking wasted, Brea!" Joshua said and helped me to stand.
I felt so dizzy, I wanna sleep, but my phone is still with Paul!
"Yeah, everyone's drunk," Paul still talking, "Here at 777, yup. Okay, thanks!"
I'll just close my eyes, just for a moment.
He put my phone back in my purse.
He wasn't stealing it after all!
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