I cannot help feeling lost,
Not sure what I'm worth.
Blood is my deadly cost.
I regret my own birth.
Sometimes I get so sad,
And I wonder if I live in reality.
You don't understand how bad,
It is to be part of the insanity.
Because he decided to leave,
You say you're broken.
You don't know the pain I see,
Until you know what I've never spoken.
You haven't seen the darkness
You don't understand the pain.
I don't want to be part of this,
Yet it's more demons I gain.
I constantly feel lost
And like no one cares.
My blood is the cost,
To pretend someone's there.
