you were having perfectly a normal night in the team 10 house. you hadn't been in your shared room with ivan all day, you had mostly been down stairs editing videos. actually, you hadn't seen ivan all day, you wondered where's he's been as you edited a video you two had shot together yesterday.
you grabbed a quick snack and shoved it in your pocket before going to you room to shower and go to bed, considering it was 10:30 and you had to be up early. you walked slowly and lazily upstairs and tried to open your door but realized it was locked. "what?" you whispered to yourself. your door was hardly ever locked, it was very unusual. was ivan in there alone? had he been in there all day? why didn't he come out at all? is he ok? many questions ran through your head as you softly knocked on the door. after a few seconds with no response, you knocked again but louder. "hello? ivan?" you said quietly still waiting to be let in the room. after what felt like minutes, the door slowly open and you walked into a pitch black room. all of the lights were off and the blinds must've been closed also. you looked around only to see the outline of your tall boyfriend, dressed in what looked like all black standing by the door.
"hey babe" you said walking over to him, but he turned away and started walking towards your bed. your were slightly surprised by this, considering he never rejects your hugs. you heard him flop on the bed. something was definitely going on with him.
"are you ok?" you asked with worry in your voice.
"im fine" he forced out with a raspy, sad sounding voice. this broke your heart to hear, as you knew for a fact he wasn't fine.
"no your not. your not fine ivan. i know you well enough to know you are definitely not fine right now." you said walking towards him.
"it's nothing i can't handle on my own. don't worry about me." he said with a voice that sounded like it had been sobbing all day. you weren't gonna let him be miserable any longer.
"ivan stop. please don't say that. i love you too much to watch you suffer like this, no way am i letting you be alone with whatever your upset about. now, please tell what's wrong baby." you said turning on the light. you sat down next to him curled up in a ball on the bed. he sat up and looked at you with a red, puffy eyed face. he had clearly been crying for a long time.
"barcelona was attacked by terrorists today. people died. my mom is scared to leave home. i just wanna be there for her." he said and started to cry again. you couldn't believe it. that was where he grew up and was raised. that's why this was killing him so much.
"oh no! ivan that's terrible. come here!" you said pulling in into a tight hug. he wrapped his arms around your waist and buried his face into the crook of your neck. he sobbed into you, and you let him. your poor boy was in a lot of pain. you felt awful for him.
"it's ok, it's ok" you whispered as he held on tighter, rocking him back and forth.
after sitting like this for almost 10 minutes, he pulled away and looked at you with his bloodshot eyes. "thank you so much for supporting me y/n, i love you so much" he said kissing your forehead, pulling you into his chest.
"i love you too ivan, don't you ever forget that." you said into his sweatshirt. you totally forgot about showering and ended falling asleep snuggled up next to your broken hearted boy, who was grateful to have your support through this time period. he will never forget this, and will forever be thankful for you.
lol the end kinda sucked but hope you enjoyed!!!
