F*cking Degenerate

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There are people in your life that are put there to bring joy and smiles.There are people in your life to case you pain and make you cry. Sometimes those are the same person. Sometimes you only see the version you wanna see. Sometimes you wAnt to blind yourself to the bad. Just to make it work. Because you know you can train yourself to love this persons flaws. As soon as you train yourself to love their flaws. Their flaws hate you. They hurt you in ways you couldn't imagines. So you sew your heart back together. Missing the good you knew was in that person. And hating the bad. Sometimes a couple stitches break loose and the pain happens all over again but you have to learn to tell people because sometimes they are the only people that can sew you back up when you're hurting so bad that you can't feel the people that love you trying to help. To pick up your broken pieces. To put you back together to make you a better person. And hen you realize that they are the people that have been there for you. They a are the people that know you. They are the people that not only love you, but are teaching you to love yourself.