Holy crap. She's actually back.

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EMILY POV.

It's been a week since Ali came back from the dead and I still can't believe she's really here. Part of me wants to be mad at her for making me believe she was dead for 2 years, but another part of me wants to forgive her and make memories she couldn't in the past 2 years. Looking back and remembering all the times Ali actually kissed me when I thought I was dreaming makes me wish we were together. She probably doesn't think of me that way anyways. I've had the biggest crush on her since junior high and to be honest having her back in Rosewood is allowing my feelings for her to reemerge. I've missed her so much, but I don't think I could actually say to her face-

ALISON POV.

"I love you, Emily." Wow that was the first time I've actually said that out loud to myself. Being gone for the past 2 years has been so hard, but leaving Emily behind was the hardest thing I've ever done. She's so loyal and caring. She was the only person who saw good in me even when I was a total bitch. She still managed to love me and I never understood how. I remember the time I kissed her while she was unconscious. Her beautiful brown eyes are the only ones I could get lost in. Kissing her soft lips was magical. Her touch was so hypnotizing, and it made me crazy.

I've always wondered what it would be like to actually be with Emily, but she probably doesn't think of me that way anyways. Making her believe I was dead for two years and then coming back and telling her how I feel about her would be a real shock to her, and I don't want to hurt her. Plus, maybe after being gone all this time she found a way to get over her massive crush on me. It was pretty obvious. I just  don't know what to do. I wish I could go back to the day in the locker room when I told her that kissing her was just practice for the real thing and tell her that she wasn't the practise, but that I was practicing for her. She just makes me crazy.

EMILY POV.

I honestly wonder how it feels to be dead for 2 years and then come back to life. She probably had a lot of people asking a lot of questions that needed answers and that was probably overwhelming. As much as I want to tell her how I feel I don't want to overwhelm her even more than she already is. I just keep looking back to the day at the library when I kissed her and I keep replaying in my head over and over what she said to me. 'It was just practice for the real thing. It didn't mean anything.' A part of me wants to believe she was lying. I've seen the way she looks at me and whenever we make eye contact-

ALISON POV.

I blush. She's just so beautiful I don't understand how. Her smile lights up the room and when we she enters one, jaws drop. Including mine. I try not to make it obvious though. She brings out the best in me and I don't know what I would do without her. I want to tell her how I feel but I'm scared it might ruin our friendship and I don't want to risk it because it's so important to me. I just really wish she was mine but I don't know how to tell her. After all this A drama-

EMILY POV.

I could really use a relationship. Especially one with Alison. Since A is finally gone no one can get in between us. The thought of being with her always makes me smile. Her ocean blue eyes and her perfect golden curls make me crazy. She's perfect in every way possible. I would be so lucky if I could make her mine.

Hi! My name is Anne in case you didn't know and I'm clearly obsessed with emison, which is why I thought I'd make this fanfic! PLL has had a huge impact on my life and I just wanted to share how I felt about the most adorable gay couple on tv. I'm not sure how often I'll update but I have some really good ideas for the next few chapters. I hope you like it! And if you want, let me know what think so far! Your support is much appreciated!

- Anne ❤️

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