Guardian || Cyan

Chapter 11

Ryan's POV

It took a while to process, but eventually I got up and brought Mike and Ricky back into the room.

It's still kind of unbelievable and scary that these are real, but I think I'll be okay. I hope I will.

Ricky sat on top of me and Mike sat in the chair across from us.

"Does you likes us still?" Ricky asked.

"Mhm. It's kinda scary but I should be okay."

Mike gave me a small smile. "If you want to try it, we will."

"Yay!!!" Ricky yelled. "Now you has a daddy, and I has a daddy, and daddy is the bestest!"

"Ryan, are you a little?" Mike asked. "Ricky said he thought you were because he said you seemed to go into little space a few times when you got really stressed."

"I-I don't know." I mumbled. "I've always wanted a daddy or a mommy, but I don't know if I'm little."

"Are you bi?" He asked.

"I don't know."

"Do you like girls and boys?"

I shrugged. "Sometimes girls a nice and sometimes boys are nice..."

"It's okay if you don't know, sweetheart. Not everyone knows right away."

I nodded.

"You look tired." Mike said.

I nodded again. Ricky fell asleep already.

Mike came over and picked Ricky up, motioning for me to follow.

I followed him upstairs, where he laid Ricky in the bed. He lifted me up and put me in the bed next to Ricky. He kissed both of our heads.

"We'll talk more in the morning." He said.

I nodded, curling up in the bed. I was tired.

I closed my eyes. Today had been a long day.

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I woke up to someone bouncing on top of me. I opened my eyes, looking up at Ricky.

"Wakey! Wakey! Dada mades us bwekfast!" He yelled, getting off of me.

I rolled over, falling off the bed.

Ricky helped me up, and we walked downstairs. We went into the kitchen, just in time to see Mike placing two big plates of pancakes on the table.

Ricky sat down and so did I. Mike sat across from us with his own plate. 

"Dada, RyRy! We doesn't have work today!" Ricky said.

I laughed. That's right, we are off today.

"Mhm. So that means you guys can spend the day doing what you want." Mike said.

"Yay!" Ricky yelled, mouth full of food.

I took a bite, looking at Mike. Should I call him daddy? I've never had this before. This is strange.

"What's wrong?" Mike asked.

I shrugged. "Nuffin'.

This is so confusing! I don't know what to call him or do! I've never been in this kind of relationship before! I've never even been in a relationship at all! I put my head in my hands. Not fair! He didn't even tell me how to do this!

I felt his hands on my shoulders.

"Daddy...I fink yous upset RyRy..." Ricky said.

I gasped as I was lifted up.