*** Meghan's pov ***
We got back too the hotel and everyone was in there own rooms. It was already 2am
Me taylor and hayes were all sitting on are beds and playing catch with hayes' football.
we got interrupted by Cameron walking in.
"Were all gonna play hide and seek around the hotel" He said and we all three followed cam. Everyone was in the hallway.
We picked teams and me and taylor were a team.
"ok, jack and jack your it" Aaron said and we all ran.
"where should we hide?" I asked taylor and he grabbed my hand and took me into a dark kitchen.
"they won't think we would be in the kitchen" He whispered and we both sit down in the dark ass kitchen.
"It's so fucking dark in here" I whispered and he laughed.
"you'll be fine babe" he said and when he called me babe there were thousands of butterflies in my stomach.
he then slid his warm hand in mine and I felt like my whole body was gonna shut down. I just met this kid yesturday & he's making me feel like I'm floating on a cloud.
"you ok?" he whispered his pink lips brushing against my ear.
"yeah" I whispered back not knowing what to say or do.
before he could say anything else the kitchen lights turned on and the both jacks came running in.
"Found you guys" they both started to bust out laughing.
"haha you win" Taylor said letting go of my hand and getting up. I automatically felt un safe.. I don't know it's weird. I was craving more of his skin touching mine.
"We found everyone we just couldn't find you guys" Jack Johnson laughed.
"guess were pretty good at this" Taylor said grabbing my hand again. why was he being so flirty with me?
we walked In are room and everyone was in there.
"shit what did we miss?" Hayes looked at me and Taylor's hands and we both let go and walked towards are beds.
Nash hayes and Cameron were all Looking at me with there eye brows cocked. What? Nothing happened.
"you didn't miss anything" I told hayes and layed on my bed. Matt carter and nash were all sitting on my bed too so it was really hard too lay on it.
Matt layed down right next to me.
"you and taylor huh?" He asked and I pushed him off the bed and we both started to crack up.
"Fuck you" matt said and got up.
"I'm gonna get a shower" I said and got up.
I pulled out my aaron baseball tee with a pair or shorts to sleep in and went into the shower. I felt weird to take a shower while everyone was in my room but I shook off the weird feelings and got in.
I felt really nice to take a shower. I looked down at my scars and I felt a tear roll down my face. I sat down in the shower and cried. I cried very silently so no one would hear.
All the memories flooded back to me and I felt like I wanted to make more scars. But why? my life is going very smoothly right now. I just have this urge to do it.
I quickly washed my hair and got out if the shower brushing my teeth and my hair. I still herd the boys in the room.
I put on my clothes and of course my sweatshirt. I walked out and everyone's eyes were still on me.
"were gonna let you guys go to bed" shawn said and everyone got up and said goodnight.
"I herd you crying" nash whispered into my ear. Did everyone hear me?
"Was I too loud?" I whispered back and he shook his head. "I just know when your crying silently" He said and kissed me on the forehead.
"Night meg" Cameron said and kissed me on the cheek and left the room.
I layed on my bed and I couldn't stop thinking about taylor. I just met him though.
