*** Meghan's POV ***
I brought the knife to my skin. I hated the feeling. I clenched my teeth together and let the tears pour down my face.
The bathroom door swung open and Cameron ran in.
"meghan stop" He screamed taking the knife away from me and throwing it.
"of course he had to see them" I sobbed into Cameron's chest.
"shh meg. it's ok" he whispered. I looked in the corner of my room and saw my little brother, crying in the corner. He looked scared and lifeless.
I don't want him seeing me like this. I don't.
Nash came running in the bathroom and shut the door behind him.
He put a rag onto my new scar and wiped away the blood. Why must I damage myself like this over something so small?
"why?" nash cried while washing the blood off of my skin while Cameron stood there looking at me crying. We all were crying now.
"stop doing this" nash sobbed dropping the tag and putting his hands too his face. Seeing my brother like this makes me wanna shoot myself.
"you can't keep doing this meg. Your little brother, he's out there crying." nash sobbed.
"taylor.. He must think I'm a crazy person" I sobbed into Nash's chest.
the door opened and it was hayes.
"meg" He said with red puffy eyes.
"hayes, I'm fine. I love you" I said opening my arms. He ran into them and I hugged him tighter than I ever hugged anyone.
"where's Taylor?" I asked the three boys
"he's in my room crying" Nash said still crying.
Whys he crying? Why am I putting everyone around me in this situation?
"I wanna talk to him." I said and they nodded. I walked in my room and sat on my bed. Taylor walked in with red puffy eyes and nash hayes and Cameron left the room.
Taylor sat on my bed across from me looking at my scars.
"why?" he whispered moving closer to me. I didn't move or flinch.
"awhile ago. I had a boyfriend who was the head of the football team and he was popular, and I was the girl that no one liked. I had no friends but he asked me out. We went out for 6 months and we had sex. I thought he loved me and I thought I loved him so we did. He texted me after and told me we were done and he called me saying it was a bet and he filmed us having sex and he showed it to the whole scho..." I couldn't go on. Tears spilled down my cheeks and taylor wrapped his arms around me and started to rub my back.
"I can't believe someone would do something like that to you" he whispered into my ear.
He let go of the hug and turned my wrist around and put his thumb over the new cut. He brought his lips to it and kissed it sending chills down my whole body.
"I want you to stop" he whispered.
"for me.. " he started. "For nash and hayes..and Cameron" He said.
"and the other boys." he said kissing my scars again.
"I don't want you hurting yourself ever again. you have so many people who love you" He said into my ear.
"promise me meg" he said looking into my eyes.
"I promise I whispered and he smiled and kissed my forehead.
"don't tell the boys about this" I said and he nodded.
