*** Meghan's POV ***
Taylor was in Nashville now with dillon and I needed to get to him. I needed to see him in person and tell him how much I love him.
I quickly packed a small back pack with some things I'll probably need. Nash cam and matt left for a photo shoot and hayes was in his room.
I don't even have a ticket or anything but I had to get there. I needed to see him.
I quickly ate a cereal bar because I was starving and got a taxi to the airport.
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I ended up landing in Nashville, finally.
I got calls and texts from cam matt hayes and nash but I ignored them. I decided to answer them when I'm at Taylor's house. I didn't even know where Taylor's house was but I know dillon is downtown Nashville so I went down there.
A girl stopped me for a Picture and she was telling me she met dillon a second ago in Starbucks down the street.
"really? I need to find him." I said to her.
"I'll take ya" she smiled and I thanked her.
We finally got to Starbucks and I saw dillon by himself. Where's Taylor?
"thanks so much. I will get nash or someone to follow you because this means a lot." I said to the girl and her face lit up.
"thanks so much" She said and left. I quickly went up too dillon and his eyes went wide.
"hey meg" he said and hugged me.
"where's taylor?" I asked him and sat down next to him.
"he's home. He's been there in bed since you told him that." He frowned and I frowned.
"i didn't mean for it to happen."
I almost whispered and dillon put his hand over mine.
"I know" he said and I smiled. "Thanks dillon." I smiled again and he took his hand off mine and took a sip of us Starbucks.
"will you take me too his house too see him?" I asked dillon and he nodded his head getting up and I followed him to his car.
The car ride was silent but I liked it. I could think about how much my life changed. I haven't cut for a long time and I'm proud of myself for that.
he pulled into a driveway and I felt sick to my stomach. we both got out and dillon walked in and I followed. Luckily there was no one home. I was not feeling like meeting his parents or siblings right now.
We went up stairs and dillon knocked on Taylor's door I assume.
"dillon what do you want?" he almost screamed and dillon rolled his eyes.
"I have someone here that wants to talk to you." dillon said through the door and it was silent for a little bit.
The door opened revealing a shirtless taylor. His hair was in all different directions and he was standing there looking at me. He didn't say anything, he just looked at me.
"hi." My small voice whispered and he brought his warm hand to my arm and lightly pulled me into the room. He gave dillon a small nod and shut the door leaving dillon outside the room.
I sat on his bed and he sat next to me. I missed him more than anything and all I wanted to do was give him a hug.
"why are you here?" He asked looking into my eyes.
"to see you." I whispered breaking eye contact.
I felt his hand on my chin and he lifted it up to meet his eyes.
"do you love me?" He asked and i nodded my head. He removed his hand still looking into my eyes.
"I'm sorry tay. I really am." I said and I know he isint going to forgive me.
A year rolled down my cheek and he wiped it away with his thumb.
"don't cry, your making this more harder than this has to be" He said removing his thumb off of my cheek.
"I'll never see matt again. I'll live with you. I'll do anything taylor." I rambled on with a bunch of tears falling down my fAce now. If he doesn't forgive me I don't know what I'll do. I'll go insane.
"meg if I went to a club and got drunk and then told you I had sex with a girl would you be able to forgive me?" He asked standing up.
"I don't know." I sighed. He's right. He's completely right.
"it's fine. leave me. I shouldn't have came here in the first place." I said standing up opening his door running down the stairs.
I felt like I wanted him to stop me and tell me to stay but he didn't. I saw dillon sitting on the couch and he shot up and I ran outside.
I ended up tripping over something and fell outside. It was pouring rain now and it was getting dark.
I let the tears roll down my face and dillon came running up to me.
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