I was going to update yesterday but I got this message from wattpad saying that it changed the category on my book and I was a little confused because I put it as spiritual for a reason.
But long story short, I had to change it back and the entire situation was just annoying.
Anyways, enough of my rant.
A few things happened in the past 72 hours. So, a while ago, I tried to meditate (tried) and I halfway succeeded and halfway failed.
Ever since then, I just can't seem to fully go to sleep.
I would be dreaming, but I'm still awake. Like my eyes are closed and I know I'm sleeping, but I can still hear and feel things around me.
At some point in the night, I do manage to fall asleep completely but I still dont know why I do that.
The world may never know.
Something else happened too, so last night I was getting my school stuff ready. I was just thinking about entering highschool in general when all of a sudden, my stomach dropped.
I get this familiar feeling that something is going to happen. I don't know if its good or bad, I just know, that it's going to happen and I absolutely cannot prevent it.
Que anxiety attack.
Now I'm just a little on edge because I have no idea what it is and the anticipation is stressing me.
On another note, I'm finally done researching....for now.
I've got everything I need, jotted down on my phone as well as my journal.
I've got a pretty clear picture of what I want my tail to look like and what I want to look like overall soo lets hope for the best!
That's it for todayyyy!
-Topaz✨✨
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DiversosIn this diary, I will be keeping track of my shifting progress as well as other stuff happening in my life!!
