Shawn Mendes Imagines

Denial

Y/N

I got in the car, hesitantly driving to the studio Shawn wanted to meet at.
He had a photo shoot earlier today and had asked me to meet him afterwards, and I really didn't want to.
It was bad enough I had a crush on my best friend, but with him doing a photo shoot, he's probably going to somehow get even hotter.
I knew he never felt that way about me though, so I kept my feelings a secret.
I've liked him since we were about nine, and he only ever saw me as a friend. I was there when he had other crushes, and it used to kill me, but I got over it. I started dating people and my crush had almost died down. It's almost gone, that's what I need.
I drove playing 'Kid in Love', one of my personal favorites and sang along to it. Shawn had sang it to me before he had released it and I couldn't help but love it.
His voice is so complex and so beautiful, there are no words to describe it perfectly.
His smile, another thing. It lights up the room.
Honestly, I could go on and on about this boy. His laugh. His body.
But nothing beats the person he is. He's so unbelievably sweet and caring. Loved by nearly everyone he meets. I mean, is it really possible not to love him?
I pulled up to the studio and locked my car, after getting out. I walked in, asking where he would be and a woman pointed me towards his room. I thanked her before walking off in that direction.
It had only been a few days since I saw Shawn, but I was still nervous.
I walked up and was greeted by security, who knew I was coming. I showed them my ID and they allowed me in.
I walked into the room, noticing the camera and the backdrop set up. I smiled and walked over to a woman with a clipboard in her hands,
"Where is Shawn?" I asked, she smiled up at me and pointed to a hallway. I thanked her and moved through the hallway, looking for his room. I saw a guard out front of the room I assumed was his. "Is this Shawn's?" I asked, he looked at me, not smiling. He held a straight face while he told me I couldn't go in.
"I'm sorry miss. I'm not suppose to let anyone in." He explained, I sighed before I heard footsteps coming towards the door of his room.
Suddenly, Shawn appeared from behind the door in just a robe. My jaw fell a little and I smiled to try to hide it.
"She's allowed in" He said, reaching out and grabbing my wrist before pulling me into his dressing room. He wrapped his arms around me as he shut the door. "I missed you!" He yelled, I laughed and wrapped my arms around his waist.
"I missed you too" I mumbled into his shoulder. He pulled away for a moment and looked at me, before taking a deep breath and looking down at his feet.
"After the shoot, can you and I... talk about something? It's been getting to me for awhile" He said, I nodded and leaned up, pressing a kiss to his cheek.
He smiled softly and held my hands,
"I-" He started, but someone walked in.
"Mr. Mendes, it's time for the photo shoot" She stated and gestured for her to follow him. Shawn sighed and pulled away, before taking my hand and pulling me behind him. I smiled and trailed behind him as we came over to the black backdrop. Shawn excused himself and went into a small room, holding some black pants.
I stood waiting patiently, and about a minute later he came out. He was shirtless and he ran his hands down the side of his legs, straightening his pants. My jaw dropped as he was handed a dark jacket, with what looked like red silk coating the inside. He smiled and took the jacket, slipping it on his arms and fixing the collar before moving towards the backdrop.
"I need sexy, Shawn!" The photographer yelled, he pulled a straight face and lifted his head back. I bit my lip,
"Shoudn't be to hard" I mumbled, Shawn snapped his head towards me and smirked.
"No?" He asked slyly, I felt my face heat up as I look down at the floor.
Smooth, Y/N. I thought to myself,
"Not to hard for you either, gorgeous" He said, I looked up and saw him look me up and down. "Driving me crazy over there" He bit his lip before winking and then focusing back on the camera.
I nearly passed out. No, I can't like him. I shook the thought from my head. I started to concentrate on my phone and texting some of my friend, until I heard the photographer shout more things.
"Come on, Shawn! Out of breath!" He yelled, he looked at the camera and took a deep breath, his chest rising and falling. I couldn't take it anymore. I got up and walked out of the room. I couldn't be near him. It wasn't going to ruin our friendship, I couldn't have that happen.
But what did he want to talk to me about? Why was he flirting with me?
The thoughts scrambled in my head, wondering if any of that was a sign or if I just wanted it so badly to be.
After a few minutes, Shawn came in. He was still shirtless and I tried to avoid eye contact at all costs, just staring mindlessly down at my feet.
"Why did you leave?" He chuckled, I sighed. My emotions were getting the best of me and I just wanted this to stop.
I loved him and he would never love me.
"Hey, what's wrong? Did I do something?" He asked, his voice laced with worry now. He placed his hand on my shoulder, but I shrugged it away. "Y/N... please" He said, I turned to him,
"It's stupid, Shawn... really." I stated, he placed his hand on my cheek.
"Not if it is making you upset" He contradicted, I felt a tear fall. He wiped it away and he wrapped his arms around me tightly. "You don't have to tell me, but I promise I'll do everything I can to fix it. I won't let anything hurt you." He promised, I held him even tighter, pulling him as close as I could get him to me.
"Shawn, I-" I started, but the words were lost. My heart was fighting for me to say them, but at the same time, the fear of losing everything weighed heavily.
I couldn't take the weight.
"I love you. I always have and I always will." He whispered, he pulled away, just holding my hands in his. "It'll kill me if I just ruined everything, but you had to know. You mean more to me than life itself." He said, looking down at our interlocked hands. I smiled and pushed his chin up so he was looking in my eyes.
"Shawn, I love you too. So much, I was too scared to admit it." I spoke, he smiled and sighed of relief.
The silence that followed seemed calming, until Shawn finally broke it.
"Can I kiss you?" He asked, his voice coming off as the littlest bit of shy. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck,
"Please" I whispered before his lips met mine. I pulled away after a moment and a smirk played across his lips,
"You know, you really are driving me crazy..." He mumbled, I rolled my eyes and pushed him back towards the room.
"Go finish your photo shoot, afterwards... I think I can fix that" I winked and he bit his lip, hurrying back to finish.

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