You being with me suffocates me. You don't say it, you make me feel what you feel. And it hurts. The vein reason on why i want to put a safe distance away from you and the world, pain.
I don't isolate myself because of being afraid of feeling pain, because i'm already suffering. You try to fill me with your love, but i'm afraid. I'm afraid because of the possibility of not being able to return it back. I tend to keep my self away from you so that you wouldn't feel the overwhelming feeling of the never ending pain in my heart.
You never fail on making me feel that you love me, but.... Every love that i receive is indulged in the pit of fire and agony inside my heart. The existent pain that i have been feeling ever since, it suffocates me. The overwhelming feeling of pain overpowering all the other feelings and emotions i want to feel scars me.
I don't want you to suffer as well, i'm willing to lose my life if it takes for you to be happy and to forget about me. But, how can i let you go when the best part of me was always you?
