My Broken Heart

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But..... I want to. I can't though I've been free for almost a year niw, do I really want to ruin that. No. I'm not going to ruin it now. I'm just going to color on myself instead. I walked out and I saw max was sleeping still. I walked to my dresser and I grabbed a bunch of markers. I sat down on my bed and I started to draw. I finished drawing about and hour and a half later. I put my markets away and I went to get up. Then a pair of arms pulled me back on to my bed.
"Stay." Max said in his raspy morning voice.
"Max, I need to go make food. You can come with." I said. He shot right up and let me go.
"Let's go!" he said. I stood up. Bad idea.
"Maddie, why are your legs full of drawings?" Max asked.
"Oh um, I got bored this morning." I said trying to lie.
"Maddie don't lie. Did you think of cutting? Did you cut?" he said worried.
"Max i-
"Lift up your shirt." he demanded. I Did as he said. I lifted my shirt and he walked up to me. He looked at my back, then my arms, then my stomach.
"Good. I'm sport I just don't want you to hurt yourself I can't stand seeing you in pain." he said to me.
"Max i thought of it, but I didn't I drew on myself and then I really did get bored so I continued to draw. I'm ok now." I explained.
"Ok as long as you're ok." he said pulling me into a hug. We stayed like that for about two minutes.
"Ok I want food let's go! I bet I'll beat you!" I said breaking the hug and running down the stairs into the kitchen.
"Hey, that's not fair! You had a head start." I heard Max yells from the top of the stairs.
"Too bad." I said sitting on a chair by the counter.
He came into the kitchen and he was out of breath.
"You good?" I asked laughing.
"No, I fell cause I slipped on the wooden floor, then I on air, then I fell down the first flirt of stairs." he said.
"Awww I'm sorry." I said getting up and hugging him.
"It's ok. Can we stay like this all day please?" he asked.
"After we eat." I told him. We went into the kitchen and we made eggs, bacon, and sausage. We also made orange juice. We sat down and we ate our food.
"Have I ever told you how amazing you are?" Max asked.
"No, I don't think so." I replied.
"Seriously! Well Maddie Smith you are amazing in every way." he said.
"Aww thanks." I said.
"Well we're done so let's go cuddle all day long." Max said taking our plates to the sink. He ran back out and he picked me up and put me on the couch. He turned the tv on and we watched Disney movies all day.

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Ok so this is chapter is so overdue. I'm sorry, I've been really busy lately. I will try my hardest to update more. I just wanted to say that whatever you read about the boys is not true. They're so sweet, and caring in real life. I'm making this all up so that way there's some drama and stuff so. I love you all.

              ~Kayla