Dolan Twins imagines + preferences

❁You Are Just A Memory❁

❁Ethan
I stood a few feet away from her casket that held her lifeless body. A tear fell down my face.
I looked over and saw y/n's family crying a lot. I looked at my feet. Not listening to y/n's friends who were talking about all their memories with her. I need her so much right now. I just wanted to hold her. But I couldn't, I couldn't go back and change anything.

"Ethan Dolan?"

I heard my name and looked up, there was a guy handing me a microphone. I shrugged my eyebrows.

"You were closest to y/n would you like to talk about her?"

I hesitated at first, but took the microphone and went up in front of people.

"I don't know what to say exactly. Y/n was so wonderful, so incredibly beautiful inside and out. She saw something in me that no one else can see. She loved me for who I was when nobody wanted to. She always thought of others before herself. She was that kind of girl. She always hid her feelings for some reason. I just wish I would've known how depressed she was. Yet I was too stupid to realize. I had no idea this was going to happen. I want to go back in time and fix everything so badly. I was so in love with y/n. I don't want to believe this happened. For now all she is, well is a memory. A beautiful memory that will never leave my mind."

I handed back the microphone and went back to my spot. Grayson rubbed my back in comfort.

Once everybody gave their little speech about y/n they decided to star to bury her.

"Wait stop!" I said loud enough for the people to hear. I walked over to her casket, opened it and looked at her face once again. She had a lot of makeup on, it didn't even look like the y/n I knew. Once I grabbed her cold hand all the memories of us came flashing in my mind. When we always used to make eye contact down the halls of our school, when we never would talk because we were both too shy to. When I finally got the courage to ask her out, our first date and our second, our first kiss under the stars, to us meeting each other's parents, becoming official, our first time, our first Christmas together, to our first New Years, to our last date.
I kissed her hand it was freezing cold. I loved the girl in the casket and I still do forever and always.

"Sir, we have to bury her. Sorry."

"No please." I begged.

"I can't."

"You have to sir or else your going down with her."

"But.."

"Ethan, let her go." Grayson said sadly.

Another tear fell down my face and I nodded kissing and then letting go of her hand. Then I walked away from her. It hurt so much.

They then got their shovels and buried her under the ground.

Then that was that. My y/n was gone. Under the ground.

There wasn't one day where I didn't visit her grave. I always went there and talked to her about my day. But I had to get away from this sad depressing town. So I decided to move to California with Grayson. I visited her grave one last time.

I sat down next to her grave. I placed one last light pink rose on her grave on top of all the dead ones.

"I'm sorry y/n. I have to leave this crazed town. I hope you understand. I'll visit you soon. From now on you are just a memory."

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