~Jin's POV~
Today we had a break. Finally, my poor ass could not be in pain. I'd woke up around noon and when I went to shower Namjoon told me our friends were coming over.
I got out of the shower and dressed myself comfortably in a large T-shirt and some shorts. I couldn't get last night out of my head. Why did he seem so hurt? Why did he say he loved me? God, that boy was so confusing... What I wanna know is why I kissed him like that and wouldn't let him go. It was like I wanted him to actually love me.
I walked down and heard three voices. Suddenly, Hobi ran up and hugged me.
"Hey, Hobi!"
"Jinnie!!"
He pulled me to the couch and sat me down next to Namjoon.
"We're gonna play 15 questions!"
"Okay?" I agreed.
"Each person gets to ask someone 5 questions each."
"Okay? Who are we starting with?"
I saw Yoongi raise his hand and everyone started asking him simple questions like his favorite stuff and shoe size. Then everyone asked Hobi the same questions. Now it's my turn.
"Jin what's your favorite color?"
"Pink."
"Best friend?"
"You, Hobi."
After some nonsense questions, it was Joon's turn. He asked normal questions thankfully. Then it was his turn and Hobi asked him some questions before asking him something surprising.
"Have you ever been in love?"
"Uhm... I think so"
"Any crushes right now?"
"One."
"Who?" I asked as it was my turn.
"You."
I got up and walked out. He can't have a crush on me. There's no way. He just fucking admitted it... Why would he do that??
Suddenly I was pushed against a wall and felt lips on mine. I tried pushing him off but he wouldn't move. He held me in place and pulled away, looking me in the eyes.
I slapped him and glared.
"Stop lying!! I'm not letting you use me! I may be a porn star but I'm NOT a little whore who will let you mess with my feelings! Find another toy, I'm just here to do my job!"
"But, Jin..."
"DON'T BUT ME I DON'T LIKE YOU BECAUSE I CAN'T! YOU'LL HURT ME! YOU'RE A LIAR AND YOU DON'T LOVE ME!"
I ran to my room and fell to my bed, crying softly. A while later I felt myself drift off to sleep.
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Oh hey, xD Enjoy this short drama, I'll try to write the next one tomorrow so I don't leave you hanging. It's not edited because my editing thing on my laptop decided to be a bitch :) (Still is but I sucked it up and used it a year later.)
~Harley 💜
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Pornstars ~NamJin~
FanfictionJin and Namjoon are both the biggest pornstars in both of their companies, causing a rivalry between the two. When their companies decide to do a collaboration and have the two film, what will come of it? Smut included- it's about pornstars.
