Pornstars ~NamJin~

I'm Sorry

~Joon's POV~

It had been 2 weeks since Jin last spoke to me. Our videos were the only exception but even then he wouldn't look me in the eyes. He hid in his room, no matter what I tried he wouldn't listen. He still didn't believe me.

I had stopped trying after he cried during a video. He didn't want me to like him. I need to stop liking him. He'd be happier then.

I had started trying to make him mad on Twitter again, so far he hasn't taken the bait. Today, He's going to talk to me.

I walked out of my room with a bag. It was time to film. He was sitting on the bed in an oversized pink sweater, looking down.

"Jin?"

"Hmm?"

"I have a present."

He looked up and I handed him the bag. He pulled out a collar, cat ears, and a tail buttplug.

"What is this?"

"You're going to be my kitten!"

"Okay..."

He seemed so lifeless as he took the tail, pushing it in himself. He then put on the ears and collar, looking up at me.

"Awh you're a cute little kitten!! Now, let me get my leash!"

He looked almost angry as I put him on a leash. The camera started rolling and soon I had removed his buttplug and was fucking him from behind with the leash in hand, using it to keep him in place.

"Mm, so tight, you're amazing Kitten."

"Mhm, T-thank you, master!" He whined out.

Soon he was screaming as I pulled the leash tight, choking him a bit.

"FUCK ME, MASTER!! MORE!! I'M GONNA CUM!"

"Cum for me then kitten!"

He shivered with my words and came on the bed, causing me to cum inside of him. I pinned him down and kissed him. He hadn't been letting me kiss his lips in videos since that night but I must have caught him by surprise.

I kept him pinned, using the leash to keep him in place. I kept kissing him and as soon as I heard the cameraman leave I pulled away.

"Jin, we need to talk."

"No, Namjoon, we don't."

"SeokJin. Let me talk."

He rolled his eyes and went to move but the leash and my body stopped him.

"Jin, I've tried to show you that I actually like you. I've tried to stop liking you so stuff wouldn't be confusing, but dammit Jin! I can't! I fucking LOVE you okay... I do. And seeing you like this is hurting me. Knowing I'm the reason. Please either just reject me or give it a try!!"

"Okay."

I looked at him surprised. This couldn't be that easy. He's messing with me.

"Okay?"

"Okay, I'll reject you."

My heart fell and I frowned, feeling tears in my eyes.

"Oh, okay. That's okay I guess..."

"Are you... Crying?" He asked me surprised, putting a hand on my cheek.

"What did you expect? Me to jump for joy? I told you I love you."

"So you're actually serious?"

"Yes, Jin. I'm serious."

"Okay then I'll do it," he said wiping the tears from my face.